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    Sunday, December 31, 2006

    REGRET / REFLECTION / RESOLUTION

    Sunday, December 31, 2006
    ~ Never let yesterday's disappointments overshadow tomorrow's dreams" ~

    2006...OMG it's so damn fast!!! I feel that this year has been unfairly compressed. Yet, I couldn't really recall any significant details at all. Denial has lead to forgetfulness... I guess… hahah! Seems like this year is nothing but of Bad Decisions!

    Just as I:
    - Celebrated my 21st birthday in the MY MOST OBTUSE MENTAL STATUS (aka BLUR) with a bunch of GOOD Friends whom has little tolerance for Alcohol
    - Shake my leg & bum around the entire Lunar New Year while ‘studying’
    - Got myself into a bad deal at GIT and endured for almost 3months before calling the FINAL Quit.(I went back after 1st resignation coz I had foolishly trusted one who told me to give another shot. It was a shot at me literally.
    Culture shock, inability to adapt, pressure intense environment or whatever, I strongly believe my eight characters clashed with this Co. Suffered from paranoia, depression & gastric virus (many times some more) before I decided to take the silent retreat. Email my Ultimate resignation after days of MIA. So appalled that I got HY to pick up my stuff on my behalf!
    - Celebrated the “whatever that could go wrong went extremely wrong” birthday. Erm…… let’s just not dwell on the ‘already happened’ anymore bah. Heehee =p
    - Met that idiot. Another bad decision. Good thing is over now.
    - Got a new job. Passed the 3months mark & still hanging on till now
    - Celebrated yet another birthday in JB. Something new!!! 2nd time all 4 of us + 3 male escorts went overseas?! (Need to stamp passport so consider overseas. Another case of self denial… Ho Ho Ho!)
    - Got my results for IATA-UFTAA Cert. it was such a fool proof paper that I wasn’t elated at all when received my distinction cert. Phui!
    - 3rd mths into the new job I procrastinate about going back to school. It was an excuse to run away from the job lah. But I hang on. =)
    - Watch my 1st R21 show ‘Lower City”
    - Went back to school eventually
    - Attracted unwanted attention at Changi Airport Arrival hall… Eh-hem… for that last BIG DAY of the year.
    - Went to Zouk after 2 years -> too early & too rowdy. Disappointing = (
    - Sessions of MahJong, conversation on GuYs, BeauTy, FasHion & COnStiPAtion...


    It's 2007

    I want:

    - LOVE THYSELF
    - Improve my fitness level.
    - Look Better
    - Have more Confidence
    - Save more $$$
    - Travel via Plane at least once!
    - Appreciate my family more
    - Love my sisters more (No over-indulge though)
    - Study Hard!
    - Put more effort in work!
    - Take initiative in friendships THis is an overstatement
    - Wear skirts?! (If memory never fail me, I think I managed to wear it once this year! Haha!)

    You must remember this:
    A kiss is still a kiss. A sigh is just a sigh;
    The fundamental things apply, As time goes by.
    - Herman Hupfeld

    Wishing A Great Year Ahead for All; Happy 2007 !!!

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