Generation Gap

Jamie says (12:27 PM):
i can't talk to u now cause the singnet broadband is a little bit crazy lah so i will talk to u at sunday instead
JacQ says (12:28 PM):
im not going out tmr or tonight
JacQ says (12:28 PM):
dun make it sound like im always not ard
Jamie says (12:28 PM):
school
JacQ says (12:28 PM):
can ask dajie to check the pc later
JacQ says (12:28 PM):
what school
Jamie says (12:28 PM):
ur school
JacQ says (12:28 PM):
tmr no sch
Jamie says (12:30 PM):
tomorrow talk to u in the afternoon cause i got something to do at morning
JacQ says (12:30 PM):
diaoz.. u very busy hor
JacQ says (12:30 PM):
oki
JacQ says (12:30 PM):
so later i cant talk to u at home lah
Jamie says (12:31 PM):
maybe iam going swimming
JacQ says (12:31 PM):
u very funny
JacQ says (12:31 PM):
i cant stand it anymore
JacQ says (12:31 PM):
oki lah
JacQ says (12:31 PM):
bye
Jamie says (12:31 PM):
byebye

Unstable Network,SATC & Flatulence

This is so frustrating... 'wavering' network in office. Costs me to be constantly DC during msn, never mind.... but cannot connect to blogpsot server means my entry cldn't be save in time.
The overloaded PC now keeps hanging... need to defrag i guess.

This is the 3rd 4th time im creating this entry... argh! Stupid...

Anyway, the below was meant as a reply at jun's blog but it keeps hanging that i got frustrated. She has alluded us to the characters in Sex and The City... haha!

my response:

Charlotte is the most conservative and traditional of the group, 'pretty' much like you =) U put me as the career-minded lawyer with extremely cynical views on relationships and men. Hah! how appropriate... Sam is sexually promiscuous while Leng is sexually provocating. =p I tot Leng might share the same shoe-fetish as Carrie?! Ting has a bit of everything, i agree... I wld love for us to be like tt, minus the problematic r/s part. hah!

This whole week has been pathetic, for myself. Down with a real bad sore throat + PMS mood swings... with ppl thinking u are cao geng n other stuffs -things are really not going well. Think i rubbed many ppl off during the period.... causing unnecessary worries also. sorrie guys...

unhelpfully, my haywired disgestive system adds on to my frustrations. Been belching & flatulenting these days whenever im hungry or just eaten. Think is some gastric complications due to occassional absences of breakfast, irregular meal times, poor diet, over-starved & sometimes over-stuffed. Thankfully im always alone in the office so that i don't to ferment those, i must insist, ordorless flatus.

So ppl, please take care of yourself. Breakfast is very IMPORTANT, really. unless you like to burp loudly uncontrollably in a room of 40+ ppl. =(

hm rs has been quite strained since the decision... or even since the return... heng-fully things r making a good turn.. at least what i tot. Guess this need time to adjust... The possible recall of decision came as a surprised... wonder if im partly accountable unconsciously?! but even so, i feel this is the best way out, at least considering the situation now.

1 lesson learnt... it is really difficult to exercise generosity with grace, at least i failed this time round. Along with many other factors, it is hard to keep an objective stand. maybe i just like to keep ppl i care with me?! wah, so selfish... cant even tahan myself.

I got a serious character FLAW. whahaha! (by now i think the pms is fading off, hence the insanity)

1 good thing: Can go shopping together =) maybe can resume 'the plan' ?

loy·al·ty –noun, plural -ties.
1.
the state or quality of being loyal; faithfulness to commitments or obligations.
2.
faithful adherence to a sovereign, government, leader, cause, etc.
3.
an example or instance of faithfulness, adherence, or the like: a man with fierce loyalties.

com·mit·ment - noun.
The state of being bound emotionally or intellectually to a course of action or to another person or persons: a deep commitment to liberal policies; a profound commitment to the family.

I'm loyal but not committed. Is this a paradox?!

haven't been blogging much... not that i've nothing in mind but it's so distasteful that i've my qualms putting it down.

I hate my current state of being, little things get on my nerves recently...

want to sleep; have to work
want to scream; endure
want to cry; control
want to swear; breathe

I'm not at the best attitude or r/s at work; tk's predicament didn't earn my sympathy.
On the contrary, im losing respect.
despite the fact that i spend the least amt of time at home, my role as adhesive remains.
didn't gain much experientially from the penang trip, only a pair of jeans & heels.
guess it's freaky to see folks behaving like yourself years ago, i ended up the one giving looks of disapproval. tsk tsk tsk...

For now & as always, life is unfair. but i believe in karma.

Guess what needed to be done now is to push all thoughts behind & start cracking for revision.

14 May

Once again, another year has passed. Happy Anniv girls!

ytd was supposed to be a happy day, at least it was ard evening time.

morning sky was overcast with dark clouds, like my mood was perturbed.

at least the day went well, time flies at work; no jam, well seated in buses & trains

was informed some sudden news by tkn, which more or less explained the behavior of tk lately.

only one regret was we didn't make it to claritycafe.. gggrr. die die also must make it one day

i realise we only meet on special days, or is it because there's a special day every month including post exams?! though it will no longer be valid. Lolz

Good that we have several plans ahead, bdaes n hkg trip next yr =)

my schedules are in such a whirlpool, no proper rest can be executed at all. i think im gonna sleep for revenge all the way to penang , which is highly possible. remind me to bring my travel pillow.

PS: Ppl! i want all the photos, never get a single one this yr.

PPS: all is well.

my fault?

will i be responsible if both my sisters fared badly for their exams/assignments this time round?!
cos i've failed to hide the potter series properly?! haha!

Life has been rather hetic since the beginning of mth... seems like i've something on 80% of the evenings after work, with lessons as the majority.

went for the 1st session at carelyna... not too bad. Went for 2nd swimming lesson, think i learnt pretty fast, just be less kan cheong i think. was told that other ppl take 4-5 lessons to learn the breathing part?! huh?! so waste $ ar... i was thinking of clearing everything in 3-4 mths... so that i wont spend so much.

Folks away to BKK this morning... wonder what will they bring back this time?!

Going for lunch now... must keep in mind to stick to those 'safe food'. =p

PS: Why no one update their blog huh?!