Lousy week..

This is officially the lousiest week this year...

Yes i know it's only wednesday. PRECISELY! I wonder how bad it can get.

I have this urge to take a week of unpaid leave. Drop everything behind & get out of SG.

I need to some fresh air for my 1mth blocked nose.

New envt to re-stimulate my senses!

Frustrating week.

Even the sight of the pay check doesn't seem to excite me.

I need to do something abt this. I burnt mentally.

The Batam trip was something I needed but it didn't work out sadly.

Getaway.. getaway..getaway..getaway..getaway..

Where can I go?

Psst: Teachers' Day ard the corner.

Excuse me.. I just need to

AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH

!!!!!!!!!!

SCREAM MY LUNGS OFF!!!

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS....

SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZ...

SHITTTTT...

Haizzzz

Better? I hope. Off to bed... Nitez!

Shitty Monday...

Today is a day where the right things can go wrong and the wrong things can worse!

Shit... I think Qi is correct. Sometimes i'm so blind & deaf that it's ridiculous.

Subconsciously I just see things the way I want it to be, the easier way out of course.

Atmosphere is very wrong at office today. . . sianzzz.

First i raised my voice slightly at my Boss! cos he couldn't tell me properly what he wanted & i got a little frustrated.

Next, i got Lady Boss to rip of the original packaging of an item that was WRONG!

The whistles came in Black colour but I just see it as OLIVE DRAB. I don't really know the correct shade but i know it was greenish. I just make myself believe the Black was Green.

How smart!

Were having discussion regarding the presentation for monday after tutorial last sat, seems like JS doesn't seem to get our plan. I told her to verbalise her answers during presentation becos I might not have the time to input her answer in to the ppt. I have no idea what time she figured out how to do & we only have 1 day. Judging from past experienceS, she never get any work done & Plus, I have the close-to-perfect answers.
i'm not bragging but it's really simple. But she keep insisting that she will sent the answers to me on sun.
Ok anything... when N asked me what's wrong with her on our way out?
I just blurted " i think she just wants her answer in the slides?!" without realising she is just behind me.
O well, what's new right? Aiya, don't care. Anyway I won't see her after this term.
I always commit Social Suicide like that... reason why I can count the no. of friends with one hand.
Ha ha Ha... Sigh....

I'm such a hopeless Klutz...

Speaking of friends...

Hello girls.... Hope u are all doing ok. Busy month for everyone i can see. Do update your blogs!

Jun: Sorry to hear that you have to give Rusty boy away... No choice lah, Life has a way.

Ting: Say "hi" to Cuppie, Prince & YY to me. Haha.. Ops.. YY sounds like a pet here. Hee =)

Leng: Focus on your work & don't think of guys too often ar! Haha! Fixed a date for pedi!

Irene: Sorry Ms Nai, gotta bangsei you. Next time ya!

HY: I know you don't read this but I'm still want to say this: A55Hole, return my book hor! Almost a year liao lor, Auto a bit can?! !@#$%^&*

Take Care people, Take care Sistas, Take Care Me =)

Operation 8585

After an impromptu/spontaneous/impulsive decision made on msn,

i'm now embarking on a secretive & interesting observation/experiment/study...

OPERATION 8585

DEADLine: 21st Sep 2007

Sidenote: Chances are not very hopeful for me... shit.

Side Sidenote: Nope... it's not a re-production of 881. =)

UI-Lambana

每年农历七月十五日为“盂兰盆节”，道教称“中元节”，俗称“鬼节”，是佛徒举行“盂兰盆会”的日子。盂兰盆，即梵文 UI-Lambana 的音译，意思是“救倒悬”。盂兰盆会来源于目莲解救母厄的故事：
“有目莲僧者，法力宏大。其母堕落饿鬼道中，食物入口，即化为烈焰，饥苦太甚。目莲无法解救母厄，于是求教于佛，为说盂兰盆经，教于七月十五日作盂兰盆以救其母。”
中国佛徒从梁武帝时（502-549）始设“盂兰盆斋”，以后照此仿行，相沿成中元节。不过，除设斋供僧外，后来还增加了拜忏、放焰口、祭祖先、荐亡灵等活动。这一天，事先在街口村前搭起法师座和施孤台。法师座跟前供着超度鬼魂的地藏王菩萨，下面供着一盘盘面制桃子、大米。施孤台上立着三块灵牌和招魂幡。过了中午,各家各户纷纷把全猪、全羊、鸡、鸭、鹅及各式发糕、果品、瓜果等摆到施孤台上。主事者分别在每件祭品上插上一把蓝、红、绿等颜色的三角纸旗，上书“盂兰盛会”、“甘露门开”等字样。仪式是在一阵庄严肃穆的庙堂音乐中开始的。紧接着，法师敲响引钟，带领座下众僧诵念各种咒语和真言。然后施食，将一盘盘面桃子和大米撒向四方，反复三次。这种仪式叫“放焰口”。
到了晚上，家家户户还要在自己家门口焚香，把香插在地上，越多越好，象征着五谷丰登，这叫作“布田”。有些地方还有放水灯的活动。 http://www.fxlynet.com/yulanpenhui.htm

在记忆里，每年这个月的一天，家里一定会沸沸腾腾， 犹如新年。请亲戚到家里来做客，是老爸一向的惯例 。小时，就会乘机跟堂/表兄弟姐妹们游戏，玩得不亦乐乎。祖母在世时，姑妈们也会来顺便庆祝她的生日。
近几年，来的人也越来越少。不是，是没有以前的多。以前的小孩也长大了，都渐渐不参与类似的家庭聚会。（如果有稀客，也表示不久后就会收到结婚请柬）
我也从房间玩到楼下，从楼下玩到购物商场，现在是回流到厨房做二手。

在厨房里久了，看到和听到的东西也就多了。有时，我真想不通为什么老爸老妈要这样‘虐待’自己。花了这么多钱，时间，精力，就为了‘传统’？！ 看着客人的吃法，不仅让我觉得所谓的‘Hungry Ghost’ 指的是不是这些人。哈哈！爸妈的厨艺高超，这一点是肯定的。不过，有时，他们也太捧场了吧？虽然客人是请来的，但是我还是很难对他们有善。 不是我自称高贵，他们蛮粗俗的言行举止常常让我倒胃口，翻白眼，目瞪口呆，难以置信。

今年，老妈的手受伤不方便。所以一切从简。他们好像不习惯，一直放心不，我必须得一再强调，‘吃完就算了！！！’结果，最让我受不了的是他们好意！ 虽然能了解他们出至一番好心，但是也太乱了吧。搞不清状况不要再那里七嘴八舌的， 搞到我和老姐差一点精神分裂。没办法，谁叫总舵主变成‘Captain Hook’ ？！
虽然有些不满，但是也渐渐开始去理解，体谅，习惯。唯恐，有一天这一切都会随着时间而消失？！

不管这么样，这一天总算过去了。。。

经典-
1999
Q: 你在几年级？
2000
Q: 你在几年级？
2001
Q: 读哪里？
2002
Q: 读哪里？
2003
Q: 读哪里？
2004：
Q: 读哪间？
2005：
Q: 做工？读书？
2006：
Q: 做设么工？
2007：
Q: 做设么工？

what the... =_='''

Paradox of Life

Now i understand why people change...

The societal forces are simply too compelling to resist.

I've seen too many people tearing themselves apart just to blend in with the rest.

To integrate in the hippie-yuppie lifestyle, end up Chucking up tons of credit cards bills, get entangled in various relationships problems, etc...

FEAR is the key word.

We are just too afraid to be different yet we want to stand out from the rest.

Paradoxical isn't it.

We end up "Being different in the same way".

Human Beings are Complicated.

As a result, it became so difficult & 'odd-ball' to live your own life. It requires great courage to Be Yourself.

To those who achieved & managed their Life - I salute you.

How many of us really know what we want?

Right & Left

By right,

I should be feeling rejuvenated & refreshed from a splendid getaway, with shiok massage & great chillout & probably donuts too?!

By left,

I spent my saturday morning torturing my body @ ABT, accompany mum to Sun Plaza. Rot the rest of the evenings with Korean movies & HK drama.
Sunday went for the NIKE Warehouse Sale @ Wingtai with Sis, leng & Rod. Got a couple of stuff, not at a fantastic great bargain but not too bad at least.
It'll be better with less squabbles between those 2.
Sis chose to plug in her MP3 - 耳不听为净。
I just turn my head away - 眼不见为净。

Diaozzz... he is out of your jurisdiction liao lor. Why keep picking a fight?!
I don't understand women. Nothing to say.

Wanted to get a watch but with sooooo many opinions around, I is stressssssss.

No holiday...

Wore the cracked watch today...

School starts today... maybe that is better.

I is sianzzzzzz =(