Regrets

got this from the book 'being happy' by Andrew Matthews

Live for now, not 'If only' or 'What will"

I have so many regrets that's almost uncountable. I feel I always make choices not for myself.

If I can restart,

I would not have join my sister during recesses & mugged in the library instead. Think she found me a pain. Like joining the recorder ensemble.
I would not have join track&field just so because the teachers put me into.
I would have have gone to Japan exchange program.
I would not have joined band in sec sch... & made the same mistake in jc.
Judo might have been more useful, at least I don't have to run 2.4 three times every year.
I would not have gotten myself into the band committee then. The first of many unappreciated gig. the first sign that I'm not a team player.
I would not have gone for foc or run for council. slack so much in aj or let the incident affect me...
I might not have derail or things might be better ...
sigh...