end april ramblings

damn... i took mc today n ytd. the pain was unbearable... dunno what shit i ate. can't be just the pineapple juice, what else can contribute to such agony?! Haiz... felt so bad. just check the co's email. there are like so many things i can do, for a change, and yet here i am at home, rolling in my bed most of the time numbing the throbbing feeling. gotta skip swimming this evening too, how sianz. might as well use the time to do some work... sigh sigh sigh... hopefully i'll feel better & luckier tmr... if not dunno how to tahan the stay-up. better update my finances, got so many things to pay recently and soon. must think of ways to earn extra $. bleh.. life.