Nightmare

Dreamt that me & Jun was robbed in Batu Pahat...

Y there? I dunno. Dreams got explanation one meh?!

Anway the dream was so real that i woke up in fright, heart pounding like mad at 5Am!

Damm...

I feeling so lazy now... don't feel like doing up my resume though I NEED to get it done!!!

I can't think now & my head feels so heavy..

Sis: up to you. Can u manage?

Couz: give it a shot...

Bro: It is your CHANCE.

Jun: Go!!

Ting: Then your boss how?

Leng: it is good...

Mum & Dad: If it's only 1.7 for so much shite... not worth it.

So it's Freedom & Flexibility & Slack now without Goals (STABLILITY)
VS
Gearing up for Future with prospect IF i can make it. (UNKNOWN)

My say: Go for the interview first then place the options on the balance beam.

Back to the resume.....

Sidenote: was telling Bro I'm getting humchi as I get older. Too many previous bad encounters got me very paranoid. Coming up with too many excuses way before anything solid is formed. Shit...

The burden is too heavy for me to climb up if I fall again...