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**~~FLEA MKT @ AMK~~**

DATE: 1ST JULY, 2007

TIME: 9AM TO 6PM

VENUE:626 ANG MO KIO AVE 4

DIRECTION: Alight at Yio Chu Kang Mrt Station.

Cross the road towards Presbyterian High.

Behind the school, it is the YCK CC.

We are located behind YCK CC.

SEE YA THERE!!!

Finally...

Just as i stepped out of the bathroom, a wisp of cool air brushes against my face...

It is raining!!!

Finally.... a break from the scorching hotness & unbearable heat...

Lousy weather affects my mood...

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Change

Things & People do change. Is such a shame isn't it..

well we do have to move on.. be it change for the better or for worse...

All i can say is everyone has a different purpose in life...

If you are currently on track towards your goal, I congratulate you.

BUT ... what is you consider is good might not be what others want. It might not be even right in the first place, who knows?!

Why are there so many 'rules' in this world? Why complicate things when it can be very simple?

While the majority lived their life the 'MRT system", I'm a 'de-railed' case, so there's no way I can move myself back to main stream again, neither do i want to.

I'm quite contend with my current situation.

I study becoz I don't want to have any regrets. How many people really do what they studied?

I'll move on when i feel it's time to do so...

So, Just focus on yourself.

I mind my own business.

Note: MRT-System - guided route of the SG perfect scenario. PSLE-O Level-A Level-Uni-Grad trip-Career?!-shopping hols once a year-up the corporate ladder-Extravanganza Wedding-Honeymoon-stay in condo or something close to-clear the debts-get a car-2 kids-1dog-luxury vacation every year-kid's education- and the cycle continues
~ So boring ~ @_@'''

重逢

多年不见， 之前还在担心不知道该说些什么好。一见面，一切的担忧都是多余的。

说到底，姜还是老的辣。 老师就是老师。犹如时间没有变似的，就好像从前一样，滔滔不绝，话题不断。甚至好像比以前更熟悉似的。。。

样子没多大的变化，身体稍微发福一点，身子好像出了点状况，还好并无大碍。

从老师那里得知，以前到云南交流的全陪几年前去世了。不由感叹‘人生无常’。。。

在宁静的榜鹅公园内的小餐厅逗留了几个钟头，虽然食物并不这么样，但是能这样的叙叙旧，感觉还挺幸福的。

之后还费了九牛二虎之力，传了一则感谢老师的华语简讯。

老师回复，“难得一聚，不必客气，能见到你们老师就很开心了。看到你们这么懂事，老师觉得很欣慰。”

能再次联络到，还觉得有点‘了庄心事’似的。。。。。。

老师，要好好照顾自己喔！

Nightmare...

Qi ended her IA last last week. Back to going to work alone & wake up myself.

I'm late almost everyday. Shucks!

Gosh... I know why i kept having nightmares recently.

The people around me create negative energy. Either stress, angry or frustrated.

First, couz has been prepping me for the interview, if there's 1, everytime she got me on MSN. I know she meant well but I getting quite stifled to the extent of aborting this whole concept.

Second, the Spectacles!!! Really adding fuel to fire lor. The customer service sux like tt.. either blur blur, or cocky, condescending & patronising. No common sense somemore! Arghhhh...
After swiping $300/- I still havent got my specs. Qi helped me complain & they had to re-check.
KNS... just refund me the money.

Third, annoying bossy classmate, JS, who talk w/o using their brain! Seriously, I don't give a damn what comments you have on me but you leave people's family alone. Asshole. Alamak.. test my patience...
The last thing i need is people tell me to:

• Lose weight. [I think i look fitter than you vertically or horizontally. Even N also cannot tahan when she said this. She blurted out agitatedly, " 她那里会胖！比你好很多咯！]
• Wear what. " You (referring to me) look very mature, like someone who gave birth to couple of kids" As usual, i rolled my eyes while A can sense my annoyance. Am i suppose to listen to somemore who wear a black translucent woven top with floral Appliqués & wrapped herself with a white shawl with purple flowers plus a pair of RED shoes?! Well, at least looking like a mother is better than some expired old virgin?!

The conversation started because I was telling A my new specs is very uncomfortable. Realised I wasn't talking to her in the first place?! It wasn't a conversation afterall.. she was talking I was raising my eyebrow n rolling my eyes. She even mentioned something like "go enjoy life, go enjoy everything. Don't be so boring... Like me, I try everything i can" I replied, " I'm still young lor. Rush for what"

The ultimate, final anger triggering topic. I don't know how we get to the topic of striking 4D. So i just say ppl ard me win quite frequently. When i was younger, my dad struck big ones b4.

Guess what she say. " 你家里有人, 爸爸妈妈生什么病？通常一直中马票的人家里的人都有病的咯。"

Wah Biang! At that moment, I just feel like swearing out all the vulgarities I learnt in my life so far! But i keep my cool, cos fortunately I do have brain inside my skull. Duh...

Actually, after i just to think through what she had say all these fine. I kinda sympatise with her really. All those she have done was just to divert attention from herself to others yet she try to show ppl she belonged to the main stream. Pathetic, really...

On the other hand, I'm quite happy that i isolate myself from those common plebians. 自我安慰一下 - Guess she was jealous I'm cool. hahaha =)

Oki... what's mentioned will be forgotten. Shared a 4D with leng. Hopefully, luck is on my side tonight! Then the nonsensical theory will be overthrown. Ahahaha.... =)

Photos!

Hmm... photos! Haven got those from ting but never mind...

I just realise we never take pics at Bugis last tues... this Sun must take LOTS =)

Extremely xiong weekend..

• Help out with the rice dumplings preparation
• ABT
• Lessons
• Pick up specs
• Entertain the aunties

Blah blah blah...

Speaking about the specs.. so frustrating!!!

1st time: receipt write wrongly

2nd: Mixed up qi's n mine frame & power. Meaning my power on her frame vice versa

3rd time: 8 days later!!! called them to ask if it was ready say cannot find will call me back. Never call back sua since i was aldy in town might as well make the trip from Dhoby Ghaut to Orchard. Tried the specs.. feel very awkward. Ask the girl to adjust she like dun dare dun dare like that. Wahlau... I see already also pek chet. Obviously she was inexperienced. The other guy was "busy" serving some ang moh couple with his cannot-make-it-cannot-slang-still-want-to-act-kandang- English. Poow! I rolled my eyes & left. Ytd, i took out from the case n try again. One side is loose aldy. Arghhh!!! Buah Tahan!!

Die die also must go back n fuss at them to achieve my consumer rights. Going to be nasty or even bitchy if the need arises. 咬人了lor!!!

Sidenote: I'm Msn-ing Leng, Sms-ing Qi, drafting a fax, entertain enquires over the phone at 1 time. POWER! hahaa...

Nightmare

Dreamt that me & Jun was robbed in Batu Pahat...

Y there? I dunno. Dreams got explanation one meh?!

Anway the dream was so real that i woke up in fright, heart pounding like mad at 5Am!

Damm...

I feeling so lazy now... don't feel like doing up my resume though I NEED to get it done!!!

I can't think now & my head feels so heavy..

Sis: up to you. Can u manage?

Couz: give it a shot...

Bro: It is your CHANCE.

Jun: Go!!

Ting: Then your boss how?

Leng: it is good...

Mum & Dad: If it's only 1.7 for so much shite... not worth it.

So it's Freedom & Flexibility & Slack now without Goals (STABLILITY)
VS
Gearing up for Future with prospect IF i can make it. (UNKNOWN)

My say: Go for the interview first then place the options on the balance beam.

Back to the resume.....

Sidenote: was telling Bro I'm getting humchi as I get older. Too many previous bad encounters got me very paranoid. Coming up with too many excuses way before anything solid is formed. Shit...

The burden is too heavy for me to climb up if I fall again...

Dilemma...

Take it up & get frustrated with weighing all the considerations

or

Pass the chance up & wonder what will actually happen ?!

Take a step first & see where it leads

or

Ignore it totally

What if decision made leads to regrets?

Give up the comfort zone & freedom?

or

Plunge into new envt with challenges ?

For Moral Obligations or For Self-Interests?

One thing for sure, deciding is a chore.

~ Future is such a unknown thing ~

I procrastinate bcoz the past is my shadow...

Yawnzzz...

I'm so sleepy... goodness..

Today is one of those good days where
- hair smells good n look nice
-had a nice & satisying breakfast!
- u get a really comfy seat in the bus + the person besides is very cooperatively silent.
(i chose to read i-weekly instead of napping... apparently it's a bad choice =(
the last time i didn't get to nap during the bus journey to work was tuesday as it was crowded & a group of PRC aunties & uncles formed a human wall ard, hence i cldn't access to those empty seats fast enough.. darn. I was promptly KO 8.30pm tt night. )
ok i digress..
- the feeder bus came shortly after u alighted & it was SPACIOUS. On a weekday morning?! It was almost unbelievable.
- No shitty stuff st work except that i LS in the morning. hah!

Already tot Wed was Thurs when i went out with Sis & Leng. The situation today made me wonder if it is Saturday today! How i wish it is... tired..

This mth seems to be generally less hetic except that EXAMs is in 6weeks time. STRESSsss...

I need to cut away all unnecessary expenditures except the inevitable purchase like BIRTHDAY GIFT!

As it is, I'm $300 poorer for the new specs.

I trust my sister's taste with that new frame. well... since i can't see really well w/o any visual aid, i hope supposedly 'funky' & suits-my-attitude-well frame doesn't do me any further injustice on my already unjustifiable face. Hah!

To cut down on any uncessary shocks, let me just say tt the frame is ORANGE.

Oh no! I'm getting a little apprehensive with the new specs at this pt of time. Shucks...

I'm not trying to be stylo-mylo... hahaha... I'm so broke... = o

oki.. back to work!

Sidenote: I realise the person issue the receipt with the wrong pricing & i kept quiet hoping that they will charge me the lesser price when i pick-up my specs then. Even tried to justify myself, with Leng's assistance. Aiyo... $$$ can really show the nasty side of human nature... Don't worry, they called sis to let me know the realise the price was wrong after missed-called me thrice. I going to pay the $300/- but definitely going to ask for free gifts! hah!

CuppieMama

Ops.. too late! Wanted to do this last night but I was so tired that I KO at 8.30pm!
You all should have gotta her email by now, so i can cut the chase/details.

Ting aka CuppieMama asked me to tell the other TWO:

She Missed you all Like Crazy!!!














oki.. i exaggerated but the main point is she missed u all.
Requested for a meet-up when she's back.
She will be back this friday, 5am flight.
Deeply apologetic as she didn't get anything for us since her schedule was very tight.
Jun, At least, she got the Rabbit sweet =)

In the midst of msn-ing Leng now... hmm...seems like we really need a meet-up session.

Hopefully, we can all managed it squeeze out some time longer than the previous gathering.
(Jun commented it was too short for her)

I shall leave it here... discuss more when she's back =)

Tata!

Slide Show

Yeah... Finally, managed to set up the slide show thingy!

Been wanting to do that long ago since I thought the strings of photo at the side bar was.. erm.. monotonous?! Also, like that no GILA infatuated Fans of the girls can rip the photos. =) Anyway, it doesn't allow others to scrutinise those red-eyes, double chins, weird smile or pimples.. ahaha..

Feel a sense of achievement!

Heart Slide.com, Youtube, Blogger, etc... allow IT idiots like me to explore our fanciful ideas yet don't have to face the smug look of those IT Geeks. =)

Haha! Love it!

P/s: Since Leng hardly visit this side, I thought I can put hers & Rod's pic here I guess?! Hee =)
I thought the 全家福 at eden garden was not bad?! Hahah!!!

Weekend...

娘！ 我好想你阿！！！

This 2 days has been an overwhelming experience for me. I was technically 'abused' & 'mistreated" by Jamie Lim.
Being a very NICE sister, I took her to Buddy Hoagies cafe at Yishun South CC for a $20/- lunch.
The conversation:
Jamie: Both of you (referring to me & Qi) have public holidays, very good hor!
Me: Excuse me, we only got PH while you got School Holidays. Your pathetic sister, me, has only 7days annual leave.
Jamie: WHat it that?
Me: Working people have 14days a year...
Jamie: (cutting in) One year has 365 days LAH!!!
Qi: Ahahahaha... (Hugging tummy)
Me: *_*''' Diaozzzz.... (wringing the serviette & controlling my displeasure)

Late afternoon that day: I was talking to Qi while amending my blog skin & Jamie was napping.
In the midst of our conversation, Jamie barged in without any signal.
Jamie: 你还没有弄那些菜啊！六点了 ！
Me: (stunned momentarily... !@#$%^&* ) 你肚子饿了huh?! 我现在就去煮，ok?!
Jamie: 快点啦...
Me to Qi: KNS...

This morning, I took about 1/2 hr eating my breakfast while reading the newspaper.
Jamie: huh?! 你还没有吃好啊？！
Me: (Roll my eyes)... !@#$%^&*

我好可怜啊！I swear I will never become a housewife. Planning of what to cook, what chores to do on a daily basis is indeed tiring. Even though i understood this idea long ago, i must still say this: 妈妈是伟大的!

As i'm typing this right now, someone is laughing her head off, giggling non-stop from her own jokes! Bleah....

Btw, Saw this from Cruz Teng's site: http://www.thebigview.com/pastlife/

Your past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male (i knew it! that explains for my unfeminine behavior) in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern USA South-East (I was an Ang Moh?!) ( around the year 1075. Your profession was that of a monk (nun), bee-keeper or lone gunman. (See?! Once a Loner, always a Loner, Hah!)
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:Such people are always involved with all new. You have always loved changes, especially in art, music, cooking.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:There is an invisible connection between the material and the spiritual world. Your lesson is to search, find and use this magical bridge.

For entertaining purposes only. I had a good laugh from other's b-day. Enjoy!

Cooking dinner now... =)

木。木。田。心。人。土。土

Yes... Edited the page for a more RE-Freshing LOoK..
Grey was just too... Dull?!
Oh Yeah... the title also... SucesoHermonso was just not Me lah... so difficult to remember also.
Might be changing address too... contemplating only.
This is only half done... got something major coming up soon.. =)

Didn't plan to do this.. I only wanted to send & upload the pics. Then one lead to another... end up spending 4hrs infront of the PC.

Almost forgot to cook dinner lor... (Mum is out of town)

Suppose to read up my biz law leh... Jiat lat.... =p

~Random Thoughts~
What do you do when you are angry?
I'm such a wimp now.
I cry.
Must be those hormones' fault

June

Have you realised? It's JUNE already... OMG!!! How time flies when you don't notice it..

The past 6mths have been insane, especially May. The best part is I don't know what I've been busy with. Diaozzz... Rush here, rush there... dunno for what... Sigh...
Referred to my New Year Resolution... sad to say... I have achieved hardly.

Checklist

- LOVE THYSELF -> I think I had further abused myself with sleep deprivation & eyesight deterioration.
- Improve my fitness level ->Hah.. This is a joke. I failed my promise to Minmin to bring her to the park weekly.
- Look Better -> Sometimes yes, sometimes no. Depends on mood. shrugzzz
- Have more Confidence -> This is getting harder to reach...
- Save more $$$ -> Spent more instead. Sigh...With the 7%GST, no need to save lor.
- Travel via Plane at least once! -> Chance seems minimal, unless the BKK trip with Irene this july works out.
- Appreciate my family more -> Have I? Did I?
- Love my sisters more (No over-indulge though)-> Orh... this must ask them i guess.
- Study Hard! -> Appear to be less hardworkinght this sem cos they is simply too many engagements... I must stop meeting people (of course not the Girls, is those 闲人) just to be nice & sociable. Loner-ism suits me better.
- Put more effort in work! -> Trying lah.. but it's really BORING with the Capital B at times.
- Wear skirts?! (If memory never fail me, I think I managed to wear it once this year! Haha!) -> Why did I come up with so many impossible tasks for my resolution. I must be too free & siao then...

1/2 more year to go... 加油！明天会更好！！！

P/S: Ladies, Send me the photos yah!