CNY

CNY =
- meeting people you don't like to see, i.e obnoxious, uncouth, snobbish
- hearing all sorts of hypocritical/sarcastic remarks
- Gotta squeeze out all my brain juices to create topics of conversation
- doesn't make things any easier when your house is hosting the dinner
- Feel that I should have shut up the moment words came out of my mouth
- eating the wrong thing at the wrong time

Favourite moment of the period:
-lying down on the bed after a good shower watching TV with a box of pineapple tarts in hand

~PRICELESS~

I swear I'll bailed town next year...... T_T

HELP!!!

Please extend 1 day to 48hrs!!!

so that i can
- sleep 10hrs instead of 5hrs
- revise 4hrs instead of broken 2hrs. 1hr @ bus journey to sch, 1/2 journey way home, 1/4 before lessons start, 1/4hr during break.
- accompany my family for 2hrs instead of the 1hr that includes bathing & eating.
- check Jamie's work with her everyday
- spend more effort on self grooming.
- exercise. currently, this is non-existent. Shld I go for the Thai Aerobox with sis?
- Sleep longer... did i say that before?!

Let me know how i can achieve that...

Btw... seeya girls on sunday!

PS: Leng: Muz tell u about my nightmare. remind me!

RIP

The past few days has been a Emotionally Roller Coaster.... from shock to trauma to sorrow...
I can't take sudden departure very well... guess not many people can do that either. After tml... life goes on...

Was so glad that it was finally friday... badly in need of sleep. Even made plans to go cut hair with Sis on Sunday, tot of treating her as a b-day pressie. Who knows that we rec'd that piece of news. So sudden that i was speechless & momentarily blanked out.

Don't really want to mention the details again. Narrating the incident to my lady boss this morning still made me tearful. In short, my eldest uncle got hit by a malaysian registered motorcycle, resulting in instant death.

Life is so full of unexpected...

What happened to last week?

Goodness!!! it's only 1 week since my birhtday yet I feel that I've 22 for as long as i can remember. Time swooshed past me unknowingly. 3evenings for lessons & 1evening out at the library.. 1 friday night for Knock out, Saturday & Sunday are 'wash non-stop, clean the house" days & it's freaking Monday again! Oh no.. it's Tuesday already.
Not forgetting the idiotic vacuum cleaner repairman who has unshamlessly helped himself to my dinner, not once but TWICE in a week!!! Even if it was Dad who invited to eat the 1st time, you don't have to clear the dishes... to be exact... MY mum-cooked WANTAN MEE!!! & then thick-skinned-ly help yourself to the rice on day 2. TAMADE... don't let me see u or U better ask for POR BEE!

The week's activities has left me mentally drained, physically exhausted & ultimately sick. Feeling feverish today & my throat ain't great either. Got so accustomed to the whirlwind motion that a typical day kinda seems stagnent & slow today. Especially the day when u know u can go home & sleep stright from work, time doesn't seem to be moving. Sighhhhhhhhhh!!! Easy on the work next time. =(
Right now, to fully utilise my time, I'm drowning myself with MERITOCRACY & SOCIAL MOBILITY; FUNCTIONAL & CONFLICT PERSPECTIVE; GENDER INEQUALITIES and what have u.... so shity... the day i decided not to bring my books along (as it has been proven redundant the past few free days) ends up being the day I need it most. Shit!

CNY is around the corner... 25days to go exactly. The atmosphere of festive season has yet to rub on me BUT seemingly be Possessed by the associated 'Spring Cleaning"
I turned the kitchen upside down last weekend.... Spotless to the last mini cobweb hidden the the corner of the toilet. No thanks to the workers who came to renovate the stove area ONLY.
My hands are rotting...
Not to mention I started clearing & cleaning the office's stuff since the week before as it was so MESSY! Being a very organised & strutural person who studied urban geography before, I really cannot stay the wastage of SPACE!!! Erm.. I meant SPACE as in the portion or extent of this in a given instance; extent or room in three dimensions & not the Outer Space where Pluto is. Ok.. i digress.

In short, it was just messy & untidy & dusty. After days of some effort, I manage to clear up a drawer for myself lor. Heehee... yeah.. that's was the selfish reason on my part... but it's only a small drawer yah. =)

Oh yes... there's was a little commotion at the tagboard over there. HAhah! Oh well... it was just a.. erm... remark?! Haha.. afterall I haven't seen u ppl since new year. Everyone should be busy now. Hoepfully we can catch up during the super ultra long CNY holiday (4DAYS!).

till then, please do take care, including myself too!

Wah kaoz... write so long only 4.30pm nia. How to survive the remaining hr?!!! Sighhhhh

Double 2

14 Jan 2007 - 2115hrs

Gals, Thank you ALL !!!

No words can describe my JUBILATION when I saw u all at my door. Brought warmth on this cold, rainy night for the undeserving me... really really appreciate this.

Meet up soon, k?! Till then, please take care!!!

Hmm..

Funny... my blog was 'lost' for a few days. But i was too busy to go n check it out.
It seems like it's back to proper function now... think many will tot I close down after the previous previous entry. *shrugzzz*

So weird. So much for Technology....

Guess.. i never learn my lesson. I always make a big entrance then exit sneakily, leaving the mess behind. It's just never my forte to clear up my own mess. This is a result of failure to anticipate the consequences. Sometimes, my foresight allow me to plan for miles. Sometimes, I just forgot to consider. Impulse.

Hmm... to quote LL. Small crisis. Which I interpret it as 'deal with it when the time arrives'.
Maybe.. who knows... we don't really have to do much after all. But, it's just not the time now. Besides, to intently create an opporunity to resolve just sounds too awkward to me. Besides, experiences shows that it won't work.

Let nature takes its course lah.

or just take it as 疯人疯语...

21st years

The hoohaa over 21st birthdays has been over-rated & exaggerated!

By my 21st, I

- have less than 2K to my name
- got almost no friends
- have no substantial qualifications to speak of
- from 1st in class during my 1st year of academic life dropped to bottom in college
- grow from fat to fatter
- look from at least photogenic to haggard looking
- got myself ostracised
- segregate myself, as a result
- went into hiding for almost a year.
- turned from leader to loser
- was victimised financially
- don't have a single normal relationship
- been through depression & not sure if i'm out of it
- Planned my death almost everyday for months.
- attempted once but failed, obviously
- Plunged myself into all sorts of crappy jobs
- run away from jobs
- want to sleep 24/7
- put myself into self denial
- suffered from iron deficiency
- got everyone to hate me
- problems to communicate verbally
- hate myself more & more
- realised I'm a fool
- from ease studying to struggling with school work
- doubt myself
- never did anything right
- becoming forgetful
- stop making decisions
- Giving up on myself
- lacking interest in everything
- felt like shit, still feeling this way
- live like a zombie
- wonder what am I doing?
- Still thinking what to do?
- Trying not to do anything
- accepted my fate
- won't be able to break out of this vicious cycle

Life is Great, isn't it?!

2007

The most ridiculous, absurb sounding & ironic staement of the year - Happy New Year

Last 2 hrs of 2006... Got this feeling the gathering was a wrong decision
2 hrs into 2007 - Indeed a bad choice made

Began the year with the wrong foot, this year is highly unlikely to be a GREAT year. Contrary to the belief, it was not the money issue... really.

It's when you realised people never learn to be punctual at least once, consistently make people wait for you & almost take that for granted. Looking meekly apologetic doesn't work everytime, especially if you do it almost EVERYTIME! It gets really frustrating! Despite years of 'feedbacks', situation didn't change. [For me, I rather you tell me 2hrs before the meeting time that you will be late than U make me wait for an hour! Goodness, have some time management concept. U make thing easier for yourself w/o having to make mad dash & push people's limit.] Seriously, i'm not being mean. Just that this kind of behaviour will seriously handicapp yourself in the future. Oh... I forgot, good looking people always get their ways around. Duh... We are not asking you to do it for us, it's for yourself.

It's when you realised people never learn to show graciousness because of the human selfish & competitive nature, even to people they proclaim dearly. How ironical. Come on, I always thought winning & losing is secondary, what's important is we get to gather. But it's getting more & more meaningless, 有名无实. People get worked up over petty cash or issues! The factors that once binded us has faded, now what's left is an empty shell. Just mere struggling to keep it going for the sake of keeping it going.

It's when you realised people never learn to consider other people's feelings & insisted her drama-mama & almighty ideas on people through insensitive and tactless ways, triumphing her seemingly good fortune & acsension to upper class; all under the illusion that her intentions are for the general good & ways of showing concern. To the degree of interferring other's social circle, whom people she had never come in contact & blatantly assumed her perceptions. It's freakingly obnoxious. Goodness... just because people made mistakes once doesn't mean they make mistakes all the time! You might not realise it but you are actually putting people down al the time. I appreciate the concern you shown to me during my depression times, but one thing I never really told you is you had actually created additional pressure on me then from your good intentions of "you should do this & that". I'm sorry but I have to say this. I knew you meant well but it just express the wrong way.

By 0400hrs, my inner thoughts alarmed me this is the final straw! I admit that it's very easy to push my buttons but I had always keep it well under control. Yesterday's outburst was considered mild, judging that it was accumulated anger. My limits has been pushed to the extreme! I thought I would flared at them, flipped the table & slammed the door before I go. Probably due to I don't really have a chance to do it. It was really very disheartening. Given the choice to decide again, I will still leave or maybe won't attend at all if I knew he was coming. I had initially mentioned that I don't want to go but it was his presume absence (lack of 1 player will be) that I agreed.

It was too much to hold, though I admit exhaustion & hunger play a part too but not much. Even after the 45mins walk home, I can still feel the heat within me. No amount of ice green tea & water can subside. I know I'll be the topic of converastion after my departure. If the conclusion was i'm the sore loser, please think carefully again to see who was the one who has no players' character. I'm not saying i'm a saint or trying to justify for my actions last night. Yes, I did display my anger & displeased. This is undeniable. What I'm trying to get across is make people understand what are the real issues. It's time to lay it all out rather than brooding it and let it go year after year. I'm sure everyone has their accumulated anger because we always discuss it in 3s. When can we ever put the "pride" issue aside and resolve this once and for all?
Please don't say everything is alright or there's nothing wrong & push the issues aside in our self denial. The recurrences of the same issues will be more than you all can handled.

Life is series of lessons. It will continue to hit you until U learn from it.

I hold responsibility to my own words for this is my blog. I'm expecting to left with nothing after this entry. I don't blame anyone & I'm used to it. If this is the result, it just shows that this is meant to be. No point forcing ourselves to struggle with additional inconveniences. Sometimes, it's better to cut it clean than leave it hanging there. I'm the bad guy but it's definitely better than the mentally straining & tortuous 'sandwiched' guy. . .

Disclaimer: This entry was written with residual anger & almost on impluse nature. There's a possibility that the 'personal attacks' might be magnified & main objective be neglected by the non-involves. If this point has view has been set, there's nothing I can do.

做人真的好难! 我只是一个平凡的人，为什么过个简简单单，宁宁静静 的人生都这么难？

I love you girls
but sometimes, circumstances & personalities just make it so difficult.

REGRET / REFLECTION / RESOLUTION

~ Never let yesterday's disappointments overshadow tomorrow's dreams" ~

2006...OMG it's so damn fast!!! I feel that this year has been unfairly compressed. Yet, I couldn't really recall any significant details at all. Denial has lead to forgetfulness... I guess… hahah! Seems like this year is nothing but of Bad Decisions!

Just as I:
- Celebrated my 21st birthday in the MY MOST OBTUSE MENTAL STATUS (aka BLUR) with a bunch of GOOD Friends whom has little tolerance for Alcohol
- Shake my leg & bum around the entire Lunar New Year while ‘studying’
- Got myself into a bad deal at GIT and endured for almost 3months before calling the FINAL Quit.(I went back after 1st resignation coz I had foolishly trusted one who told me to give another shot. It was a shot at me literally.
Culture shock, inability to adapt, pressure intense environment or whatever, I strongly believe my eight characters clashed with this Co. Suffered from paranoia, depression & gastric virus (many times some more) before I decided to take the silent retreat. Email my Ultimate resignation after days of MIA. So appalled that I got HY to pick up my stuff on my behalf!
- Celebrated the “whatever that could go wrong went extremely wrong” birthday. Erm…… let’s just not dwell on the ‘already happened’ anymore bah. Heehee =p
- Met that idiot. Another bad decision. Good thing is over now.
- Got a new job. Passed the 3months mark & still hanging on till now
- Celebrated yet another birthday in JB. Something new!!! 2nd time all 4 of us + 3 male escorts went overseas?! (Need to stamp passport so consider overseas. Another case of self denial… Ho Ho Ho!)
- Got my results for IATA-UFTAA Cert. it was such a fool proof paper that I wasn’t elated at all when received my distinction cert. Phui!
- 3rd mths into the new job I procrastinate about going back to school. It was an excuse to run away from the job lah. But I hang on. =)
- Watch my 1st R21 show ‘Lower City”
- Went back to school eventually
- Attracted unwanted attention at Changi Airport Arrival hall… Eh-hem… for that last BIG DAY of the year.
- Went to Zouk after 2 years -> too early & too rowdy. Disappointing = (
- Sessions of MahJong, conversation on GuYs, BeauTy, FasHion & COnStiPAtion...

It's 2007

I want:

- LOVE THYSELF
- Improve my fitness level.
- Look Better
- Have more Confidence
- Save more $$$
- Travel via Plane at least once!
- Appreciate my family more
- Love my sisters more (No over-indulge though)
- Study Hard!
- Put more effort in work!
- Take initiative in friendships THis is an overstatement
- Wear skirts?! (If memory never fail me, I think I managed to wear it once this year! Haha!)

You must remember this:
A kiss is still a kiss. A sigh is just a sigh;
The fundamental things apply, As time goes by.
- Herman Hupfeld

Wishing A Great Year Ahead for All; Happy 2007 !!!

Last workday 2006

Whoo-hoo! 1 more hr to go. but shite I got lesson at faraway Unicampus later. Sux!

The satisfaction derived from consolidating what have been done throughout the year is indeed shiok! haha.. sound so perverted...

Some stupid spoil my morning today. Was happily eating my sandwich when the msn conversation started. Although i'm not a very verbalised person (even worse now that I hardly talk to people) Sometimes I really hate sms & msn. Because the tone and attitude of the conversation are misconstrued MOST of the times, dependent largely on the imagination of the readers. That's why I'm very particular about punctuations for I don't like to be misinterpreted. Misunderstandings are like vampires - easy to create difficult to kill. It's takes a lot of courage, guts, tonnes of reflection and detailed analysis to realise/discover the miscommunications & accept it, admit it & bear responsibility for it. Be it the executor or victim.
However, there are other situations whereby people just causually glance at the message & ASSUMED what was written was what they PERCIEVED to be. In OB, we call it the SYMBOLIC-INTERACTION PARADIGM. (just proving that I pay attention in class.. heehee)
This behavior is most observable in the male species of human beings, for they are structured this way.
Realised when U sms a couple of questions to girls, they can reply u very fast with all questions answered & even answered your doubts for the next sms?!
Change the receipient to a guy, u'll realised no matter how concise you are, they will only response with a one liner (i.e no details) to the last phrase. Some even require several promptings via subsequent smses before U finally get the answer you want among the "huhs" & "yahs"
If you are nodding your head now, U know what I meant. *wink*

oki... 4.40pm. stomach growling already. Gotta packed up & get ready to leave.

Long awaited Mahjong with the girls this Sun thru 2007!!! Come $$$ Come... Yeah!!!

LoneLy X'Mas

Tiring last week...

NOthing much happened... except Jun's belated B-day Celebration [eh-hem... where are the photos???]
Pulled a trick on them... tt's all.
Went to:
New Asia Bar - not bad. Nice ambience.. food not bad.. service.. erm..
Went to Zouk/Phuture after nth years... Disappointing... =(

Was feeling faint & nausea on fri.. due to exhaustion I guess or maybe that unintended news that caught me unaware . . . move on...

Mum's dinner dissipated all signs of sickness.

Work... normal
Sch... still as disgusting but nvm... Endure!

Nothing on for this weekend except for the funeral.

Still raining...

Boring...

sighhhh...

Typical Day

i'm so bored that I've clicked the "send & receive" every 5mins. Hence, I decided to blog. The past 2 week have been a blast, rushing here & there dunno busy with what.

When you are so used to sleeping at 9.30pm every evening, I'm now suffering from the aftermath of the activities as I slept less than 5hrs for the past 14days. Effect: I literally dozed off when i'm sitting down and not doing anything - bus/mrt journey to work, to sch, to home, at work (esp like now when there's absolutely nothing to do!) The sleepiness is so bad that I could not even control... eyelids just get heavier and heavier... before I can stop myself from dozing off, I woke up! Sigh... I believe diet has an issue with this exhaustion too. My period came last week & as everyone knows, menstruation actually snapped iron in the body. Although i managed to replenish it with pig's kidneys & liver, somehow it doesnt seem to be very effective. ahaha! Also, i think i cannot live w/o rice. This week, i think my rice intake level is the lowest from months. Without it, I can't sleep well. Maybe that's why my tear duct got blocked again. GGGRrrr...
Or could be lessons over stimulate my brain so much so that I need some time to wind down before I can rest completely. Maybe is those crappy websites?! hahaah!!!

Due to extreme boredom at work (U can't blame me. I tried to find stuff to do but there's none. Small company.. cannot help it lah. I'm even fully prepared for 2007!) & yet I can't sleep here, The tendency to web/blog surf started to increase. ho ho ho... but i have sufficient integrity not to surf porn... hahaha! Did I?! Dunno lah.. anyway i clear history everyday... hahahaa!

Saw my cousin's blog. Either I'm outdated or there's seriously some issues with youngsters nowadays. Nothing wrong with drinking or smoking. It's their freedom of choice. But I find it so weird, No need so drama-mama bah! haha... Maybe bcos like all adults, we usually denied others around us have grown up. That will mean we are getting older bah! hahah..

Mum is back home after 2 days in the hospital. The impact of Life without Mum is so much greater than Life without Dad at home. Probably cos I'm all alone.[Qi went hostel while Min was sent to Auntie's hse. No 1 can entertain her lah]
- had to prepare 2 alarms. End up i wake up waiting for the alarm to ring instead of being waken up by it.
- left home with empty-stomached, reached home with empty-stomached, slept with empty-stomached. I had 3 miserable microwave-heated hotdogs for dinner last night. No bread liao Dad never say. To make the sitaution more ironic, I fed the goldfishes while my stomach was growling. kaoz.
- Try to recycle my clothes, deduce the laundry. I don't want to get a shock from ironing clothes on weekends.
- breathe stinks cos there's no one to talk to at all! Directly worsen my already-retarded speech. Even Qi says i'm more articulate online than offline. Sigh...
- When laughing while watching Project Runway, my inner thoughts call myself "Siao!" Laughter got echo somemore leh! Haha!

Sidenote:
Wah lau... scary. My boss came back so suddenly. Heng ar, I calm enough to click minimise and not the X. Ah bo... effort down the drain. Hahaa... but i thnk he know i not anything. Blow, maybe there goes my salary increment & bonus! [horoscopes this few days keep saying i'll get pay raise, PUI lor!]
Ok.. 45mins to go. Gonna return the long overdue book (dunno how much they going to fine me) & back home to a proper dinner & long awaited sleep. =)

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT!!!

Exactly 30 DAYS to my DOUBLE 2 ANNIVERSARY!

365 DAYS nearer to my DEATH!

Ok.. I'm being ANAL I know. Whahahaa!!!

Been busy the last week bcos of the Part IVA of the GREATEST events of the YEAR. Hahaa.. Darling Jun's b-day.

[cant think of the theme yet, after Piscean Party & Cancerian Celebration.] Give me sometime to think... hahaa!

Where are the PICS??? Give me, give me!!!

Down Memory Lane

It's DECEMBER & I'm feeling reminiscencing...

HaHaHa!!!

Check out the photo gallery by the side! =)

Ants are MYOPIC & the FLU

After days of observation & scrunity of the ant's network due to extreme boredom @ work, i've come to a conclusion that ANTS are MYOPIC. The moment they see food... they are fast to respond but in a pointless way, i.e. fighting their way through the clear plastic that hold the food.
Have you ever try to eat as quickly as you can so that you can finish it before the ants make their attack? Well... I did. I literally gobbled down my bread, fruits, lunch these few days because the ants come so quickly and in MOB somemore. Gross....

Anyway, the flu resulted in a retardation in my taste bud so it doesn't matter if I can slowly enjoy my food, for I can't! One thing good about having flu is the continous sneezes increase the frequencies of facial movement, so much so like exercising my facial muscles, thus making it firmer. Conclusion: I saw distinct jawline this morning! The sames jawline that disappeared for quite sometime.... hahahah...

Did I mentioned that I'm having a fever too?! In case you are wondering about incoherence and nonsenses that prevail in this entry. Also, the difficulty of breathing also means that less oxygen in my brain, resulting in a little malfunction Ho Ho Ho!!!

The usage of PINK fonts roughly suggests degree of seriousness of my sickness. Hahaha...!

AH-CHOOOooo!!!

9.30am 1st Sneeze - Nah... Dust...

10.15am 2nd-5th Sneezes - Hmm... Who is cursing me?

2.30pm 6th - 13th Sneezes - Ok... something is not right. Glup down gallons of water & flush down gallons of water

3.30pm 14th - infinty Sneezes - Kaozzz! Siao liao lor... mucus flowing down... throat is icky. AH-CHOOOoooo!

Conclusion: I'm SICK. SUX!!!!

Yea.. I'm so boliao that I actually track my sneezes & blog twice in 4hrs!!! Nothing happening today except that I accidentally locked myself outside the office. Cause the maid to make other trip to open the door for me in vain because my boss got contingency plan. Whahaha!!!

Suddenly the downside of this work dawned on me. I realised I can hardly response to conversations properly. By properly I meant to answer Ok! Damm... this is serious... when the tenants ask me why i'm standing outside... My 1st response will be "huh? erm... Oh! ey.. I blah blah blah... " When they asked if I want to sit inside their office for the time being... all i did was to shake my head vigorously (as if they asked if i want to eat poison) rather than explaining to them I need to pick up calls from the outside. SIGH.... WHY? WHY? WHY? Long were the days when I can talk nineteen to the dozen, argue with teachers LOGICALLY & make smart sarcastic remarks. Yeah.... the caustic capricorn is no longer acidic. My mind went blank when my OB lecturer ask me how I find the text. I couldn't even utter a word intelligently. My closed door approach has hit me hard. Jiat lat...

21st yr doesn't seem to be as exciting as what was anticipated. Somehow, all the effects of my past behavior snowballed & hit me all at once.
fatter, uglier, hagard, becoming mute, nerdy, social-less (note: not unsociable. is ppl ignore me, not the other way) , friendless, getting detestable soon i guess & STupid. What a life! Whoo-hoo!
I should have step forward when the motorbike was coming at 90km/h. Should have drank the entire bottle of dettol when I thought of it. Should have jump off the cable car when i was at Genting. Whahahaa.... Getting Emo again.

Oh yes... i'm still sneezing continously & sniffling too.

4.30pm now... get ready to GO!!!!

LIFE IS GOOD. =)

Dreamzzz

Capricorn -
A rather upsetting dream could disturb your sleep tonight, dear Capricorn. When you awaken and get focused in the real world, it may seem so bizarre it isn't worthy of any serious consideration. Nonetheless, write it down later, and after some time has passed go over the symbols and see what they suggest to you. The dream is trying to tell you something about a specific situation in your life - albeit in a rather weird way!

Last night, I had a weird dream. I dreamt that I was driving very fast on a endless road. Sitting beside me was someone (cant see the face, too blurred) who was bleeding profusely. I guess i was eager to reach the hospital. Suddenly I saw several army trucks & an ambulance in front & I tried to race ahead to get it's attention. It seem to be leaving but my car somehow slowly down, like fuel running low. In a effort to get help, I throw my passenger on the side road so that the car can move faster. (It's a dream yah... so no logic.) Amazingly, the medic manage to stitch up the person very quickly. Thereafter, I started driving again. The car did not have any problem (as i said, it's dream yah) then as I try to make a turn... BANG! right into a huge tree!

I swear I could feel the impact as I woke up with a shock! So strange... I thought I just dozed off... can dream so quickly?! I look at the clock... 6.07am. To sleep for 8hrs & doesn't feel like you've slept is WORSE than being knock by a car. sianzzz...

So what do you think this dream is telling to tell me?

Ahhem

Just returned from muggging session with Leng & Ting @woodlands library. Obviously I got a bit distracted as i suddenly tot of refining by TO-DO List. As accord to Leng, I always managed to come up with some excuses not to dress up myself. Not excuses ok.. is really don't have the occasion or situation = the need to. Anyway she is partially right as in I don't dress up. But i always think once u start, maintenance fee will snow-balled, like owning a car. BUT I realised can invest in something that's more lasting & do within my means. YUP... so here is my updated to buy list!
Do new specs... just the lens also can. Aldy cannot make it... --> MUZ BE ANTI-FOG
- A new hairstyle... at least do something to make it more managable than the current fizzy/brittle/damn dry mop --> Got an idea from Ting. Rebond the lower ends.
- at least 2 pairs of jeans. I only got... can you believe... 5 bottoms! N they are not consider decent to Leng. Hahaha! --> Maybe can consider other kinds of pants?!
- Some tops... no more polo tees (they get out of shape so fast!) no ah-sohs tops also. Where to get v-neck tops that are not SO REVEALING?!!! sianzzz..... --> I thinking of getting buttoned tops, similar to the black one I have.
- Get some accessories?! Hmm... KIV. =p

Ok... guess that's all for now. hahaha... List might gets longer. hahaa! See how much I can achieve lah! HAhaha....

Thanksgiving...

Yep... all the ang mohs are all on holiday... meaning there isn't much for me to do. Few minutes ago, I was battling with thousands of ants that invaded into my food ration. Not mine technically, lady boss bought for me to eat for dinner lesson day. It's 3pm now... n i'm happily eating a 'wife's biscuit' that was spared from the attack. Hahaha!

Realise 2006 is going to be over soon?!!! This year seem to zooooooommmmmm by. It seems like i was still celebrating my 21st b-day & b4 u knew it... it's 50 days to my 22nd b-day. OH NO!!! I can feel the mid-quarter life crisis panic attack!!! Erm... of course, we still have 1 more 21st celebration to go... for Jun. hahaha...

Anyway... i got my new year resolutions drafted out. Bcoz Blogger ate my old blog, i can't remember what i wrote last year for 2006, cannot tally =( Anyone remember? Hahaha! Technically speaking... this is something I want to achieve/get my hands on/buy b4 I turned 22, which is like ard the corner?!!! Gasps... try lah hor. Kekeke...

- Do new specs... just the lens also can. Aldy cannot make it...
- A new hairstyle... at least do something to make it more managable than the current fizzy/brittle/damn dry mop
- at least 2 pairs of jeans. I only got... can you believe... 5 bottoms! N they are not consider decent to Leng. Hahaha!
- Some tops... no more polo tees (they get out of shape so fast!) no ah-sohs tops also. Where to get v-neck tops that are not SO REVEALING?!!! sianzzz.....
- pocket size thesaurus. Used to have 1 but it was taken from my locker & never came back. AJCians are losers lah... they steal dictionaries & ten-years series. Bleh...
- Gotta wear my heels more frequently.. even though they hurt like hell!!! (Put vaseline, put vaseline, put vaseline)
- Get out of the 3-steps basic facial regime. I'm not joking... but there are fine lines on my forehead & uneven tones. No wonder every1 keep saying I look HAGGARD. Sigh....
Any recommendations, ppl?
- Moisturise religiously... apply to heels & wear socks to bed. (It works, ok!)
- Don't break the Saturday routine with Jamie.
- Study conscientiously... I cannot just pass, muz do well. If not, I'll do wrong to my SAVINGS A/C!!!

After this listing... i realise i need more $$$ than time. Hahaha.... I'm not greedy. I just want 1 month bonus will do.... (Civil Servant get 2.2mths, ok! I thinking of joing them too...even if it means boring... hahaha)

ok... 2 more hrs to end of work. Later still got to go Unicampus for a seminar... & it's like in Faraway QUEENSTOWN!!! sigh.... b4 that... back to 2005 accounts. So shity... been trying to clear it for few months liao still haven sort it out.

Btw... I WANT TO GO VIVOCITY!!! I think i'm the last suaku who have't go there... so sad.

Sidenote: I'm listening to 933 oldies now. When Aaron Kwok's mandarin was sucky but popular like nobody's biz... when Cecilia Chung tried to sing... when Takeshi Kaneshiro (Jin Cheng Wu) still sings, when Alex To doesn't strip while singing... So old school. Listen already make me feel so old... hahahah!!!!

Phew!!!

I survived!!!! Hahaa... this is only the 1st week and I already got the momentum going. Whoo-hooo... POWER! Previously i was worried I might suffer from LAG. Since it has been eons since I plunged into proper studying. The tourism dip was easy lah, ok.. so not counted. Haha!
Other than appreciating the fact that I'm a Singaporean Chinese... Kiasuism plays a part here, ok?!... I'm taking this opportunity to SHOUT a BIG "THANK YOU" to my darling gals!!! got the following:

Jun's smses & msns... Sweetie U yah! *wink* Also, the mugging session on friday at SMU (she smuggled me in...hahaha)
Ting & her darling YY for picking up for dinner near my sch. Totally eased my 1st day kan-cheong-ness sydrome. U guys r COOL! =) Not forgetting hers & Leng's smses as well as an effectively(inclusive of gossips as well =p) spent saturday in woodlands library mugging with them!

THANK YOU PPL!!!
LIFE WILL NEVER BR THE SAME W/O YOU!!!
LUV U ALL! =)

Sidenote: Jun, will update accordingly yah... Dun worry... ahaha!