Rambles...
Sunday, October 21, 2007
What movie genre are you?
Come on, it's obviously a Grade B picture!
We were discussing this topic last night over a box of Hor Fun, French Fries & 天涯侠医... a very cosy night without Dad, Mum & MinMin. We officially conclude mine is Independent (aka indie or amateur), avant-garde, experimental-underground films (usually low-budget), art-house, not many will understand kind of films. Hah!
It's amazing how 2 sisters of the same heritage, blood group, birthday month, up-bringing environment can be so different in terms of personality.
She is a typical sunshine, bubbly, big-eyed, ''i'm fat but i'm happy, none of your business'' & "everybody can be my friend" type of ''adorable' person.
Me, contrastingly, is those Attitude, Bo-Chup, darked face, "Don't mess with me, get lost" & "almost everyone is an eyesore", paranoid, suspicion, secretive, unfriendly, insecure, act cool, 欠扁 person. (guess no one can put myself down like that, hah!)
Qi mentioned that I'm actually quite funny at home, just that i don't bother to blog them or even think about them. I just mentioned & forget. True enough, probably i feel quite more at ease in familiar environment. Somehow, i just cant be myself outside. I find it quite stifled or suffocated, even with friends. Aiya, i think i'm just hermit, simply cant get use to those innate societal competitive, juxtaposition nature. Something along the line of an arty-fartsy person but no talent of any type! hahah...
Our blogging style speaks loudly of this. While she optimistically narrate occurences, small talk or 'freak accidents", i jot down the happenings & the after thoughts that triggered.
Simply put, She muse & ideate; I intellectualize & languished .
How different are we?
Both of us are going to blog about same thing. While mine digress into some personality analysis with some black humour of self-mockery, we see for hers*. =)
* entry not up yet.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
七彩豆花
It taste like the pudding drink i alway had at QUICKLY many many years ago.
How Reminiscing... Haizzzz
Friday, October 12, 2007
CAPRICRON
How freaking accurate. Recently, i've been so whelmed up by people's romantic-fanatic-drama-mama-marmalade. Either i have 'Aunt Agony' written on my forehead or I'm just the perfect audience for secrets-keeping, or the very fact that i'm always FREE (accord to Bro)
Somehow, unknowingly, i always kenna spiralled into ppl's affairs. 我也不想的。
So weird... Coz being human beings, I get rather affected & occupied for no reasons. I guess subconciously, curiousity & speculation is my 2nd nature. Most of the time, I can sense that something is so not right & b4 u no it, ppl started to tell me their issues. Intuition?! Maybe i give ppl a sense of security?! hah!
Haizzz... anyway, i've learn to listen, facilitate, guide and not to give suggestions. But it's just so habitual of me to come up with speculations to analyse the situations.
Sometimes 我看人还真准!
Anyway, ting was bugging me to update. Took some pic at Parkway Parade on wed while waiting for Leng to go cut hair. But i'm too lazy to download the nokia software + driver got problem. Everytime I plug something to the USB, it will blackout. I think PCs dun like me. Sighhhhhhh... sianz.
Extremely tired today, think im going to bed. Yes, 9pm on a friday.
(Leng: This is then call No Life, ok! hahah!)
Exams in 4weeks... stresssssssss! This sem is super slack.... DEAD.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
I think i'll end up be Seung-Hui Cho #2 if I stay in the States.
We are always in constant conflict with ourselves.
Few days ago, i was getting worried coz I miss my period.
Today, I was wishing it did not come at all.
I don't like period, mine actually.
This cyclical process is so queer.
Physically, I get tired easily as the iron level decreases.
Mentally, i get very paranoid. Somehow I always assume all the whispers & sniggers are all about lauging at, making fun or teasing me, be it in class or on trains.... I'll imagine I'll have the ability to tekan them back. Be it is supernaural powers or gangster authority or even gun. BANG!
Emotionally, I get very negative, so much so that i can feel the dark aura around me. shivers...
I get very mean, cold, attitude to others, more than usual that is.
Walking alone the streets back home, i wallow in self pity, of loneliness, of deaths.
I spend a lot of time thinking about what has gone wrong, what will go wrong or what is wrong about myself as a person.
Why ar?! I think my hormones are very disoriented, probably chemical imbalance in the brain, reduction in the amount of certain neurotransmitters.
Life... I hate myself. I'm getting crazy soon if these goes on.... sighh...
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Again!!! =)
So fed-up with my hair, need a cut badly but like no time leh... sianzzz
Had to go to Boss's house to work coz the internet is still down.
Almost got deafen by the 'young master'. He got a mild condition of Thalassemia, so don't think he need to cheong hill next time in NS, ah bo he make a good lousdpeaker.
Seeing the whole family, his Mum, Dad & Maid fussing over him to get ready for school in a span of 20mins, i can't help but shaking my head.
I got on web messenger to indicate my presence. Leng was so disturbed by my absence that she actually called me. hah! This woman ar... really ultimate. Gave me a quite shocking news today.
If you are reading this, remember this: 切记要三思而后行!那一场满城风雨刚刚平静下来,你才领悟。真是的!人家的一句话比我们的千言万语还有效?Tsk tsk tsk... 有一点欠扁,不过还好啦,能理解。Hahah!
Ok.. on something else.
I had to contact my service provider to fix the internet downtime. Apparantly, i really lost touch on my human skills. i can 'complain' very well with words but when it comes to verbalising it... sigh.. sad. Response not as quick as before, really very disconnected. Jiat lat...
Really must make use of my MDIS membership & go and sign up for all sorts of courses to upgrade.
The issue of getting a laptop happen to pop up several times recently. Maybe if there's a good bargain maybe can consider since i'm like always on the move.
oki... min min is fiddling with my ancient recorder. Really no flair leh, like mouse squeaking like that. Ho Ho Ho... 让我来好好的调教。。。 哈哈!
Jacq is offline
Nope! I’m not sick nor did I skip work. In fact, I’m right now sitting in front of office PC, typing this conscientiously.
Internet is down, so can’t do much work. Hence, decide to do an entry with MS Word 1st.
Qi was like asking why I never update recently, no that there isn’t happening.
Just that Gosh… simply no time to update, no energy too!
Now that I got time, I going to get very lor soh as I try to recall
The last few week zoom passed like whirlwind yet hazy as I‘ve vague collection of what happened.
TAIWAN is definite this year end. YESH!
Let’s just wish Ah Bian be good & the typhoon give me face.
Explore like ½ the travel agencies in Chinatown 2 saturdays ago with Ting, booked with one that sorta under-quote us. Hee hee.. so heng. =)
After that, we still got the energy to pia down to AMK for pedicure with Leng, ended with a normal dinner session with mentally-exhausting conversation, not forgetting that agitated phone call that took up much of my sleeping time.
O well, at least things have ended on a good note now.
The whole of Sunday was spent unconsciously.
Monday was boring.
Tuesday was steamboat with the girls for Mid-Autumn. Leng was treating & I’ve been looking to this day for 8 years leh. Haha!
Did a 'so-clever' thing by leaving phone at home more, so smart!
Lucky managed to catch Leng at msn. If not will be so stranded on 15th of 8th mth.
It was nice to see full attendance but hor we ended up talking about the same issue which almost drown me in opinions & confusion.
O yes, not forgetting that agitated phone call that took up much of my sleeping time.
(Same person so same sentence)
It’s not that I’m being unconcern but seriously, I just never learn & I end up putting myself in pool of shit. Every time, I tell myself listen will do, don’t get involve. In the end, I just can’t control myself to give my viewpoints and ended up being regarded as an antagonist. At this point in time, I can’t help but feeling apprehensive about the upcoming trip. Will the strong headedness nature clash?! Nah… shld be fine since forgetfulness is my 2nd name.
I always believe there are 2 or more sides to an event, which is so SUBJECTIVE. So there’s the ‘benefits of doubt’ I guess we can be so extremist to get people to think in you own way as everybody see what they choose to see. Usually, we are blinded by many factors in many circumstances.
I am no saint & my poor memory, poor eyesight & lousy listening skills got me into troubles more than once. I ended being a double standard, 2 headed snake. Guess I have a long way to go to attain 与世隔绝. It’s so difficult to keep neutral yet not seem like nonchalant, bo-chup, cold blooded. So cheem… haha! 天啊!做人真难!
The only time when I’m与世隔绝 is when phone batt is flat or internet is down. Haha!
Wednesday, I decided to pontempt work & geng MC after close to non-existent struggles.
But hor, never get to rest cos I ended up going to Bkt Timah with mum for PT, sigh.
I also bought a stylo-mylo cordless house-phone at COURTS. Customer Service is fictional on a weekday afternoon, didn’t even see the salesman. Win liao lor, no wonder they absorb GST.
Thursday evening was SHIOK. Had a mini revenge (Ok I know I sound childish but I just can’t help it, hah!) Morale of the story, U SABO me, I SABO u!
Friday was KO time & RIP for the faithful Surfer’s Paradise footwear & the expensive Noda’s heels. Was forced by mum to throw them away.
Saturday was a repeat of stamina challenge of the previous one, just that different venue. Bcoz of the unfortunate incident of my footwear, I have to wear my heels out.
Full-fledged Jamu body massage + steam bath @ Rustic Nirvana was shiok beyond words. I think the lady uses all her force on my neck & shoulders, too stiff lah.
Ah Chew’s desert & 1 top + a pair of image-turn’s pumps*.
Not forgetting the exciting part of the day, other than my phone went flat battery w/o warning, is I get to sneak preview of Leng’s potential # 2 Marcus!!! Haha…
Evening was a feet-tiring shopping session with Irene, from Hereen to PS & dinner at Manhattan Fish Market ard 8pm! almost wanted to shout ‘Tolong”! Anyway, must thank her introducing Daiso to me. It’s the re-make of 199 Shop. Everything at $2! I splurge on a few miscellaneous items there. Hee =)
Surprise! Surprise! Surprise! I woke up at 8am & went Woodlands Library with Irene to study. Quite amazed by my energy level though I was trying very hard to keep awake after lunch
There was a technical glitch when we were there & it took quite some time to recover.
I think there’s something with me & gadgets anomaly. My phone also went cuckoo this morning, not to mention the internet. Even the usual login ID got problem. Shrugzzz…
The effects of quite a eventful lifestyle is quite apparent as I struggle to stay awake now, fine lines & dark eye rings getting obvious. Also the statistical reality cannot be denied.
Therefore, you won’t see many photos being uploaded much.
Seventh month is over le, so not appropriate. 不要吓人吓己。
Senile, old, humongous-ly fat all rolled into one, you get ME. Hahaha!
For the nth time in the past 22years – Time to do something! =o
Wah, like quite a long entry hor?! 2 pages...hee hee
*Sidenote: Wahl au, Freaking painful Blisters!
Update @ 2300hrs: The blister has evolved into an ULTRA painful sore! So jiat lat that im limping. Darn that pair!
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
HeeHee...
Apparently, 老姐was
"哇,我受不了。I have to call you now. 那里有酱的人。wah lau, kanna sai... !@#$%^&* blah blah blah.... "
Actually, when she called me, i was more or less 灭火了。But appreciate her tot lah.
Got supporters at the tagboard also. Hahha =)
Anyway, dun care liao.
The exams slip came in today!!! Muhahaha... quite contend with the results =)
In the midst of fever + Mum's accident, I'm in fact quite surprised with the grades!
Strangely, the 1 i tot wont do well got better than the one I tot can score, like 20m difference lor.
Aiya, pass can liao.
Going to pia my tutorial now. =)
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Don't push my button!
Oki lah, I don't denied that there are people can carry this if wore singly. But who says I cannot wear it the way i like. While I show Minmin this photo, she was like, "Oh, you can wear this with your this this this, that that that... very nice what " Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Tom Yum, Gelato & Guys...
I never knew talking can be that energy zapping.
We talked nineteen to the dozen from Thai Express Citilink to Kinokuniya Orchard to Taka Square for gelato. Or was it the photo taking that was exhausting?! Hah..
Mum startled me at 6.50am this morning, saying it's almost 7am (time to leave hse)
Blurrily, i was like, " 7am, So?!" Totally forgot about this thing call "WORK" can! Haha..
Managed to get to work, how?! I'm not sure, the last thing i remember was plonked down a seat & slept my way to Kaki Bukit.
Till now, my eyelids are so HEAaaaavvvvyyyyY that it's UNBELIEVABLE! O man... hahaa
It was great meeting up with the girls. It was amazing how much we can talk everytime we get together.
Only when i'm with them I don't feel I have societal interaction inability. Hahaa!
Till we met again, please take care! 25th Sep AMK, dun forget!
O yes... though i dun look very chio on pic & on peson, I still want the photos ya! Haha =)
p/s: Ting, the exhibition is from 29 Sep - 3 Oct 2007 @ Yishun Mrt.
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Nutshell
想留言却又不知道该写些什么
知道她很烦却不懂怎么开解
后悔是人之常情,是避不掉的。
Just want to share something here...
In a nutshell:
Many people don't know what they want & they are upset becuase they are not getting it. If you don't know what you want, figure out what is closest to it - and go from there.
taken from Follow Your Heart by Andrew Matthews
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Black is Green
Friday was a super shioking smooth day where:
My bus overtook 2 buses in front of it, on the journey to work & back!
Managed to get a good seat & slept all the way!
(this is something not everyone can understand, but i appreciate such little things in life cos it 'll make or break my day)
Work was effortless. Even managed to get a pair of jeans ($10/-) at the 4th level warehouse & 2 POLO Tees. (Ops.. I did it again! haha)
Saturday was the 1st time i can finally oversleep. No more ABT. Managed to chat a little with the ever busy Ting via sms. Lost in time over her dissertation.
Everyone seemed to be caught up with tons of stuff to do. Even Jun mentioned she also dunno what she's busy with.
We are such sad people as compared to the quite happening Leng, i thnk!
The last I heard from Leng was dunno when on msn. She'll be going for her Tioman diving trip on 14-16 Sep if i rmb correctly.
Did a little household chores & off to bras basah to grab/dig for? my econs text before meeting Sis for Comex Fair. Got a 160G HDD for office @ $169/-
Today is a super focus constructive day, managed to study 5hrs straight in the afternoon till evening.
Intending to get this for the PC table. Qi, what do you think?

Sidenote: Why BLACK? Read more here or http://www.blackle.com/about/
No harm trying right?!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Lousy week..
Yes i know it's only wednesday. PRECISELY! I wonder how bad it can get.
I have this urge to take a week of unpaid leave. Drop everything behind & get out of SG.
I need to some fresh air for my 1mth blocked nose.
New envt to re-stimulate my senses!
Frustrating week.
Even the sight of the pay check doesn't seem to excite me.
I need to do something abt this. I burnt mentally.
The Batam trip was something I needed but it didn't work out sadly.
Getaway.. getaway..getaway..getaway..getaway..
Where can I go?
Psst: Teachers' Day ard the corner.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Excuse me.. I just need to
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS....
SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZ...
SHITTTTT...
Haizzzz
Better? I hope. Off to bed... Nitez!
Monday, August 27, 2007
Shitty Monday...
Shit... I think Qi is correct. Sometimes i'm so blind & deaf that it's ridiculous.
Subconsciously I just see things the way I want it to be, the easier way out of course.
Atmosphere is very wrong at office today. . . sianzzz.
First i raised my voice slightly at my Boss! cos he couldn't tell me properly what he wanted & i got a little frustrated.
Next, i got Lady Boss to rip of the original packaging of an item that was WRONG!
The whistles came in Black colour but I just see it as OLIVE DRAB. I don't really know the correct shade but i know it was greenish. I just make myself believe the Black was Green.
How smart!
Were having discussion regarding the presentation for monday after tutorial last sat, seems like JS doesn't seem to get our plan. I told her to verbalise her answers during presentation becos I might not have the time to input her answer in to the ppt. I have no idea what time she figured out how to do & we only have 1 day. Judging from past experienceS, she never get any work done & Plus, I have the close-to-perfect answers.
i'm not bragging but it's really simple. But she keep insisting that she will sent the answers to me on sun.
Ok anything... when N asked me what's wrong with her on our way out?
I just blurted " i think she just wants her answer in the slides?!" without realising she is just behind me.
O well, what's new right? Aiya, don't care. Anyway I won't see her after this term.
I always commit Social Suicide like that... reason why I can count the no. of friends with one hand.
Ha ha Ha... Sigh....
I'm such a hopeless Klutz...
Speaking of friends...
Hello girls.... Hope u are all doing ok. Busy month for everyone i can see. Do update your blogs!
Jun: Sorry to hear that you have to give Rusty boy away... No choice lah, Life has a way.
Ting: Say "hi" to Cuppie, Prince & YY to me. Haha.. Ops.. YY sounds like a pet here. Hee =)
Leng: Focus on your work & don't think of guys too often ar! Haha! Fixed a date for pedi!
Irene: Sorry Ms Nai, gotta bangsei you. Next time ya!
HY: I know you don't read this but I'm still want to say this: A55Hole, return my book hor! Almost a year liao lor, Auto a bit can?! !@#$%^&*
Take Care people, Take care Sistas, Take Care Me =)
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Operation 8585
Monday, August 20, 2007
UI-Lambana
“有目莲僧者,法力宏大。其母堕落饿鬼道中,食物入口,即化为烈焰,饥苦太甚。目莲无法解救母厄,于是求教于佛,为说盂兰盆经,教于七月十五日作盂兰盆以救其母。”
中国佛徒从梁武帝时(502-549)始设“盂兰盆斋”,以后照此仿行,相沿成中元节。不过,除设斋供僧外,后来还增加了拜忏、放焰口、祭祖先、荐亡灵等活动。这一天,事先在街口村前搭起法师座和施孤台。法师座跟前供着超度鬼魂的地藏王菩萨,下面供着一盘盘面制桃子、大米。施孤台上立着三块灵牌和招魂幡。过了中午,各家各户纷纷把全猪、全羊、鸡、鸭、鹅及各式发糕、果品、瓜果等摆到施孤台上。主事者分别在每件祭品上插上一把蓝、红、绿等颜色的三角纸旗,上书“盂兰盛会”、“甘露门开”等字样。仪式是在一阵庄严肃穆的庙堂音乐中开始的。紧接着,法师敲响引钟,带领座下众僧诵念各种咒语和真言。然后施食,将一盘盘面桃子和大米撒向四方,反复三次。这种仪式叫“放焰口”。
到了晚上,家家户户还要在自己家门口焚香,把香插在地上,越多越好,象征着五谷丰登,这叫作“布田”。有些地方还有放水灯的活动。 http://www.fxlynet.com/yulanpenhui.htm
在记忆里,每年这个月的一天,家里一定会沸沸腾腾, 犹如新年。请亲戚到家里来做客,是老爸一向的惯例 。小时,就会乘机跟堂/表兄弟姐妹们游戏,玩得不亦乐乎。祖母在世时,姑妈们也会来顺便庆祝她的生日。
近几年,来的人也越来越少。不是,是没有以前的多。以前的小孩也长大了,都渐渐不参与类似的家庭聚会。(如果有稀客,也表示不久后就会收到结婚请柬)
我也从房间玩到楼下,从楼下玩到购物商场,现在是回流到厨房做二手。
在厨房里久了,看到和听到的东西也就多了。有时,我真想不通为什么老爸老妈要这样‘虐待’自己。花了这么多钱,时间,精力,就为了‘传统’?! 看着客人的吃法,不仅让我觉得所谓的‘Hungry Ghost’ 指的是不是这些人。哈哈!爸妈的厨艺高超,这一点是肯定的。不过,有时,他们也太捧场了吧?虽然客人是请来的,但是我还是很难对他们有善。 不是我自称高贵,他们蛮粗俗的言行举止常常让我倒胃口,翻白眼,目瞪口呆,难以置信。
今年,老妈的手受伤不方便。所以一切从简。他们好像不习惯,一直放心不,我必须得一再强调,‘吃完就算了!!!’结果,最让我受不了的是他们好意! 虽然能了解他们出至一番好心,但是也太乱了吧。搞不清状况不要再那里七嘴八舌的, 搞到我和老姐差一点精神分裂。没办法,谁叫总舵主变成‘Captain Hook’ ?!
虽然有些不满,但是也渐渐开始去理解,体谅,习惯。唯恐,有一天这一切都会随着时间而消失?!
不管这么样,这一天总算过去了。。。
经典-
1999
Q: 你在几年级?
2000
Q: 你在几年级?
2001
Q: 读哪里?
2002
Q: 读哪里?
2003
Q: 读哪里?
2004:
Q: 读哪间?
2005:
Q: 做工?读书?
2006:
Q: 做设么工?
2007:
Q: 做设么工?
what the... =_='''
Monday, August 06, 2007
Paradox of Life
The societal forces are simply too compelling to resist.
I've seen too many people tearing themselves apart just to blend in with the rest.
To integrate in the hippie-yuppie lifestyle, end up Chucking up tons of credit cards bills, get entangled in various relationships problems, etc...
FEAR is the key word.
We are just too afraid to be different yet we want to stand out from the rest.
Paradoxical isn't it.
We end up "Being different in the same way".
Human Beings are Complicated.
As a result, it became so difficult & 'odd-ball' to live your own life. It requires great courage to Be Yourself.
To those who achieved & managed their Life - I salute you.
How many of us really know what we want?
Right & Left
I should be feeling rejuvenated & refreshed from a splendid getaway, with shiok massage & great chillout & probably donuts too?!
By left,
I spent my saturday morning torturing my body @ ABT, accompany mum to Sun Plaza. Rot the rest of the evenings with Korean movies & HK drama.
Sunday went for the NIKE Warehouse Sale @ Wingtai with Sis, leng & Rod. Got a couple of stuff, not at a fantastic great bargain but not too bad at least.
It'll be better with less squabbles between those 2.
Sis chose to plug in her MP3 - 耳不听为净。
I just turn my head away - 眼不见为净。
Diaozzz... he is out of your jurisdiction liao lor. Why keep picking a fight?!
I don't understand women. Nothing to say.
Wanted to get a watch but with sooooo many opinions around, I is stressssssss.
No holiday...
Wore the cracked watch today...
School starts today... maybe that is better.
I is sianzzzzzz =(
Monday, July 30, 2007
Reply
Havent been blogging coz tthe pc at home is 慢到。。。 没话说!
Well... i'm still kinda sick. i was fine on weekend. But sitting in office now, sinus starts to set in.
What do u call this? Work Virus?! Haha...
Exams were very jiat lat... sigh... What luck! Having to fall sick during the critical period.
Since Leng is working @ EXPO now, she is considered within 'CLOSE PROXIMITY'. Eagerly, we met @ Tampines Mall.
What do u get when u have 2 North Dwellers @ the overcrowded East Side?!
Bored + Lost + Stuck = No FUN!
Seriously, there's nothing much at TM, CS & what have u...
Then Qi told me got midnight shopping in town lor... DARN.. Shld have gone there instead.
NEVER MIND.
Went AMK Hub with leng (again) ytd. Bought a pair of heels decisively (hah!) & i wore it today!
But very kanna-sai -ly, I stepped on a 'chewed' gum lor!!! KAOZZZ!
We went pedi also.. hee hee n got psycho to sign a package together. oops!
PLUS
It's 2D1N SPA INDULGE @ BATAM Harris Resort this Sat!!! Subject to confirmation though.
Must get my hands on the Donuts (Krispy Kreme?!) there.
I always wonder what's the craze about?!
But before that, must make sure everything is fine at home. Possibly, get a swimsuit also.
4th AUGUST =) 快点来!
P/s: Don't think we can meet up this week. Days ting is free, either me & leng not free.
Jun: when is ur work ending & when u coming back from BKK?
National Day meet up anybody?!
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Me
- fever
- headache
- extreme tiredness
- dry cough sore throat
- runny or stuffy nose
- muscle aches S
- Stomach symptoms, such as nausea
I have (i think):
- bacterial pneumonia
- ear infections
- sinus infections
- dehydration
i need:
a GETAWAY!!!
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Breatheeeeeeeeee...
nose is so blocked somemore, cannot breathe properly lor. I might just die in my sleep one of these days....
Law papers on SAT...
OIS on Mon...
Acc on Tues...
I don't feel prepare at all. Shuck... with all the huzzy-buzzy going all...
it's a miracle that i still have energy to study...
I'm not aiming for As this time round. hopefully average Bs?!
Dunno lah, I just don't want to tabao.
Lady Boss just hinted that Boss MIGHT be giving me pay raise this month..
Although I got the payment voucher done for the new CPF rates (takehomepay increase by $6/- already), I don't mind doing it again.
HeeHee...
Breatheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee in
Friday, July 06, 2007
Earth Day
该发生的总是会发生的。。。逃不掉,避不开。2yrs back fractured her foot, only return normality this yr, then came the operation. Somemore, tripped at a pavement few weeks back, end up with a orh ba kack on her face. 这么衰,应该没有了吧?
好才老爸样子可爱,不然别人会误会他虐妻。
before I joined ABT, I was ultra free on saturdays... joined aldy like tai ji leow liao. *_*'''
Anyway, saw the Live Earth Concert announcement on TV.
Qi asked, " 7 July 2007 is going to be the Green Earth Day, and they are holding concert? Got use meh?
I replied, "Got, while they sing and play, they will use a lot of electricity, then the earth will perspire and get fever.. "
Although humour was intended, the issue is actually quite serious. What's the point? Is it effective? U fly those rock stars on jetplanes and stages that literally consume energy. Not to mention we watch them on tv also...
It seems i'm not the only one who thought of that...
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20070705/tts-entertainment-music-climate-warming-c1b2fc3.html
Arctic Monkeys shiver at Live Earth 'hypocrisy'
AFP - Thursday, July 5
PARIS (AFP) - - British rock group Arctic Monkeys have become the latest music industry stars to question whether the performers taking part in Live Earth on Saturday are suitable climate change activists.
"It's a bit patronising for us 21 year olds to try to start to change the world," said Arctic Monkeys drummer Matt Helders, explaining why the group is not on the bill at any of Al Gore's charity concerts.
"Especially when we're using enough power for 10 houses just for (stage) lighting. It'd be a bit hypocritical," he told AFP in an interview before a concert in Paris.
Bass player Nick O'Malley chimes in: "And we're always jetting off on aeroplanes!"
Large parts of the band's hometown of Sheffield, an industrial city in northern England, were flooded at the end of last month after a deluge of mid-summer rain that some blamed on global warming. Two people were killed.
But the band wonder why anyone would be interested in the opinion of rock stars on a complex scientific issue like climate change.
"Someone asked us to give a quote about what was happening in Sheffield and it's like 'who cares what we think about what's happening'?" added Helders.
"There's more important people who can have an opinion. Why does it make us have an opinion because we're in a band?"
The group, whose first record was the fastest-selling debut album in British history, will clock up thousands of air miles -- in normal airliners not private jets, they say -- during their tour to Asia and Australia in the next few months.
They are not the only stars to take a cynical view of Live Earth, which aims to raise awareness about global warming but which will require many longhaul flights and thousands of car journeys to and from the music venues.
Many of the biggest acts have questionable environmental credentials -- the car-loving rapper Snoop Dogg appeared in a Chrysler commercial last year -- and there are doubts about the ability of pop stars to galvanise the world into action.
Bob Geldof, the architect of Live Aid and Live 8, the two biggest awareness-raising concerts in history, had a public spat with Al Gore about the need for the event.
"Why is he (Gore) actually organising them?" Geldof said in an interview with a Dutch newspaper in May, adding that everyone was already aware of global warming and the event needed firm commitments from politicians and polluters.
Roger Daltrey, singer from 1970s British rock band The Who, told British newspaper The Sun in May that "the last thing the planet needs is a rock concert."
And the singer from 80s pop sensations The Pet Shop Boys, Neil Tennant, attacked the arrogance of pop stars who put themselves forward as role-models.
"I've always been against the idea of rock stars lecturing people as if they know something the rest of us don't," he was reported as saying by British music magazine NME.
Live Earth takes place Saturday in seven cities -- Sydney, Tokyo, Shanghai, Hamburg, London, Johannesburg and New York -- and organisers hope for a television audience of two billion.
An eighth show in Rio de Janeiro was cancelled by police due to security concerns.
"Live Earth is going to bring together a massive audience around the world to take action against the climate crisis," says Live Earth organiser Yusef Robb.
"Some may say that rock stars tend to be conspicuous consumers, but if we can get those people to turn the corner then we're happy to do so."
Planners have put an enormous effort into minimising the environmental impact of the event in an effort to pre-empt sniping from critics about hypocrisy and the pollution caused by the concerts.
Fans are being encouraged to share cars or use public transport to attend, all lightbulbs will be energy-efficient and the food will be sourced locally where possible.
All the signs from the New York show and the stage in Tokyo will be recycled or composted.
"Where we can't use biodegradable materials, there'll be comprehensive recycling programmes," said Robb, who says the Live Earth gigs will set new green standards for the events industry.
After the shows, the organisers, with the help of accountancy group PricewaterhouseCoopers and an army of consultants, will calculate the volume of carbon emissions created and will then "offset" the difference.
Carbon offsetting means investing in carbon-reducing initiatives such as planting trees or making donations to renewable energy projects.
Robb highlights the good work being done by many artists.
British ska-rock group The Police and US funk-punk band Red Hot Chili Peppers are examples of "people who practice what they preach."
Meanwhile, nu-metal headliners Linkin Park have their own climate change charity and Hawaiian artist Jack Johnson tours in a biodiesel-fuelled bus.
Monday, July 02, 2007
Headache
I couldn't sleep last night despite the fact that I slept at 12mn the previous night & woke up at 630am in the morning. Only a hr nap in the afternoon can affect much meh?!!
Reason for sleeplessness: The scene that Qi passed the super ultra pinky cute new Hello Kitty bag to the malay girl for $1/- keeps recurring in my my mind. I wansted to give the the slightly old barbie doll tote bag which was the girl's first choice. Not that i niao but maybe bcos i know Min like that a lot. The look of her silent disappointment etched in me... shit
I feel so guilty i dunno why... Sigh...
U never know what a kid can do to a person man...just like the Puss in boots in Shrek.
Maybe i get her a new wallet since her current one is so old liao...
headache ar.. headache ar..
Sunday, July 01, 2007
AMK Flea Mkt
"Eh, your house got anything to sell mah?"
Before I knew it, there i was at AMK Ave 4 Blk 626 along with mum & sisters lugging along a big bag full of kid's clothings. Courtesy from my extremely well-off cousin who stay in Shaughnessy (actually was given to mum to karang guni away. i tot i just seize this opportunity since it was basically sleeping around at home)
With zero cost... I managed to get a Gross Profit of 60bucks but minus the operating expenses.. erm... not much left actually. Hahaha... cos we went BOTAK JONES!!!
Branded kid's clothes & bags going at $1-2 per price... it was quite popular with the foreign maids & the malay aunties. 华人的钱很难赚.. but understandable lah. I mean i won't buy from such places either...
Some pics...

Irene with her barang barang... see the mickey mouse nylon bag from HK behind her?! very cute hor =)

Jamie looking bored... or was she hoping no one will buy her Hello Kitty Bag?!
Spastic me - Obviously i wasn't ready when sis hit the shutter.. . Hahaha


Maybe it runs in the family?! Hahahaha =)
P/s: Sorry I couldn't make it for Cuppie's competition. Hope u all had fun too =)
Friday, June 29, 2007
CHEAP CHEAP BARGAINS!!!
TIME: 9AM TO 6PM
VENUE:626 ANG MO KIO AVE 4

Monday, June 25, 2007
Finally...
It is raining!!!
Finally.... a break from the scorching hotness & unbearable heat...
Lousy weather affects my mood...
Change
well we do have to move on.. be it change for the better or for worse...
All i can say is everyone has a different purpose in life...
If you are currently on track towards your goal, I congratulate you.
BUT ... what is you consider is good might not be what others want. It might not be even right in the first place, who knows?!
Why are there so many 'rules' in this world? Why complicate things when it can be very simple?
While the majority lived their life the 'MRT system", I'm a 'de-railed' case, so there's no way I can move myself back to main stream again, neither do i want to.
I'm quite contend with my current situation.
I study becoz I don't want to have any regrets. How many people really do what they studied?
I'll move on when i feel it's time to do so...
So, Just focus on yourself.
I mind my own business.
Note: MRT-System - guided route of the SG perfect scenario. PSLE-O Level-A Level-Uni-Grad trip-Career?!-shopping hols once a year-up the corporate ladder-Extravanganza Wedding-Honeymoon-stay in condo or something close to-clear the debts-get a car-2 kids-1dog-luxury vacation every year-kid's education- and the cycle continues
~ So boring ~ @_@'''
Saturday, June 23, 2007
重逢
说到底,姜还是老的辣。 老师就是老师。犹如时间没有变似的,就好像从前一样,滔滔不绝,话题不断。甚至好像比以前更熟悉似的。。。
样子没多大的变化,身体稍微发福一点,身子好像出了点状况,还好并无大碍。
从老师那里得知,以前到云南交流的全陪几年前去世了。不由感叹‘人生无常’。。。
在宁静的榜鹅公园内的小餐厅逗留了几个钟头,虽然食物并不这么样,但是能这样的叙叙旧,感觉还挺幸福的。
之后还费了九牛二虎之力,传了一则感谢老师的华语简讯。
老师回复,“难得一聚,不必客气,能见到你们老师就很开心了。看到你们这么懂事,老师觉得很欣慰。”
能再次联络到,还觉得有点‘了庄心事’似的。。。。。。
老师,要好好照顾自己喔!
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Nightmare...
I'm late almost everyday. Shucks!
Gosh... I know why i kept having nightmares recently.
The people around me create negative energy. Either stress, angry or frustrated.
First, couz has been prepping me for the interview, if there's 1, everytime she got me on MSN. I know she meant well but I getting quite stifled to the extent of aborting this whole concept.
Second, the Spectacles!!! Really adding fuel to fire lor. The customer service sux like tt.. either blur blur, or cocky, condescending & patronising. No common sense somemore! Arghhhh...
After swiping $300/- I still havent got my specs. Qi helped me complain & they had to re-check.
KNS... just refund me the money.
Third, annoying bossy classmate, JS, who talk w/o using their brain! Seriously, I don't give a damn what comments you have on me but you leave people's family alone. Asshole. Alamak.. test my patience...
The last thing i need is people tell me to:
- Lose weight. [I think i look fitter than you vertically or horizontally. Even N also cannot tahan when she said this. She blurted out agitatedly, " 她那里会胖!比你好很多咯!]
- Wear what. " You (referring to me) look very mature, like someone who gave birth to couple of kids" As usual, i rolled my eyes while A can sense my annoyance. Am i suppose to listen to somemore who wear a black translucent woven top with floral Appliqués & wrapped herself with a white shawl with purple flowers plus a pair of RED shoes?! Well, at least looking like a mother is better than some expired old virgin?!
The conversation started because I was telling A my new specs is very uncomfortable. Realised I wasn't talking to her in the first place?! It wasn't a conversation afterall.. she was talking I was raising my eyebrow n rolling my eyes. She even mentioned something like "go enjoy life, go enjoy everything. Don't be so boring... Like me, I try everything i can" I replied, " I'm still young lor. Rush for what"
The ultimate, final anger triggering topic. I don't know how we get to the topic of striking 4D. So i just say ppl ard me win quite frequently. When i was younger, my dad struck big ones b4.
Guess what she say. " 你家里有人, 爸爸妈妈生什么病?通常一直中马票的人家里的人都有病的咯。"
Wah Biang! At that moment, I just feel like swearing out all the vulgarities I learnt in my life so far! But i keep my cool, cos fortunately I do have brain inside my skull. Duh...
Actually, after i just to think through what she had say all these fine. I kinda sympatise with her really. All those she have done was just to divert attention from herself to others yet she try to show ppl she belonged to the main stream. Pathetic, really...
On the other hand, I'm quite happy that i isolate myself from those common plebians. 自我安慰一下 - Guess she was jealous I'm cool. hahaha =)
Oki... what's mentioned will be forgotten. Shared a 4D with leng. Hopefully, luck is on my side tonight! Then the nonsensical theory will be overthrown. Ahahaha.... =)
Monday, June 18, 2007
Photos!
Hmm... photos! Haven got those from ting but never mind...
I just realise we never take pics at Bugis last tues... this Sun must take LOTS =)
Extremely xiong weekend..
- Help out with the rice dumplings preparation
- ABT
- Lessons
- Pick up specs
- Entertain the aunties
Blah blah blah...
Speaking about the specs.. so frustrating!!!
1st time: receipt write wrongly
2nd: Mixed up qi's n mine frame & power. Meaning my power on her frame vice versa
3rd time: 8 days later!!! called them to ask if it was ready say cannot find will call me back. Never call back sua since i was aldy in town might as well make the trip from Dhoby Ghaut to Orchard. Tried the specs.. feel very awkward. Ask the girl to adjust she like dun dare dun dare like that. Wahlau... I see already also pek chet. Obviously she was inexperienced. The other guy was "busy" serving some ang moh couple with his cannot-make-it-cannot-slang-still-want-to-act-kandang- English. Poow! I rolled my eyes & left. Ytd, i took out from the case n try again. One side is loose aldy. Arghhh!!! Buah Tahan!!
Die die also must go back n fuss at them to achieve my consumer rights. Going to be nasty or even bitchy if the need arises. 咬人了lor!!!
Sidenote: I'm Msn-ing Leng, Sms-ing Qi, drafting a fax, entertain enquires over the phone at 1 time. POWER! hahaa...
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Nightmare
Y there? I dunno. Dreams got explanation one meh?!
Anway the dream was so real that i woke up in fright, heart pounding like mad at 5Am!
Damm...
I feeling so lazy now... don't feel like doing up my resume though I NEED to get it done!!!
I can't think now & my head feels so heavy..
Sis: up to you. Can u manage?
Couz: give it a shot...
Bro: It is your CHANCE.
Jun: Go!!
Ting: Then your boss how?
Mum & Dad: If it's only 1.7 for so much shite... not worth it.
So it's Freedom & Flexibility & Slack now without Goals (STABLILITY)
VS
Gearing up for Future with prospect IF i can make it. (UNKNOWN)
My say: Go for the interview first then place the options on the balance beam.
Back to the resume.....
Sidenote: was telling Bro I'm getting humchi as I get older. Too many previous bad encounters got me very paranoid. Coming up with too many excuses way before anything solid is formed. Shit...
The burden is too heavy for me to climb up if I fall again...
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Dilemma...
Friday, June 08, 2007
Yawnzzz...
Today is one of those good days where
- hair smells good n look nice
-had a nice & satisying breakfast!
- u get a really comfy seat in the bus + the person besides is very cooperatively silent.
(i chose to read i-weekly instead of napping... apparently it's a bad choice =(
the last time i didn't get to nap during the bus journey to work was tuesday as it was crowded & a group of PRC aunties & uncles formed a human wall ard, hence i cldn't access to those empty seats fast enough.. darn. I was promptly KO 8.30pm tt night. )
ok i digress..
- the feeder bus came shortly after u alighted & it was SPACIOUS. On a weekday morning?! It was almost unbelievable.
- No shitty stuff st work except that i LS in the morning. hah!
Already tot Wed was Thurs when i went out with Sis & Leng. The situation today made me wonder if it is Saturday today! How i wish it is... tired..
This mth seems to be generally less hetic except that EXAMs is in 6weeks time. STRESSsss...
I need to cut away all unnecessary expenditures except the inevitable purchase like BIRTHDAY GIFT!
As it is, I'm $300 poorer for the new specs.
I trust my sister's taste with that new frame. well... since i can't see really well w/o any visual aid, i hope supposedly 'funky' & suits-my-attitude-well frame doesn't do me any further injustice on my already unjustifiable face. Hah!
To cut down on any uncessary shocks, let me just say tt the frame is ORANGE.
Oh no! I'm getting a little apprehensive with the new specs at this pt of time. Shucks...
I'm not trying to be stylo-mylo... hahaha... I'm so broke... = o
oki.. back to work!
Sidenote: I realise the person issue the receipt with the wrong pricing & i kept quiet hoping that they will charge me the lesser price when i pick-up my specs then. Even tried to justify myself, with Leng's assistance. Aiyo... $$$ can really show the nasty side of human nature... Don't worry, they called sis to let me know the realise the price was wrong after missed-called me thrice. I going to pay the $300/- but definitely going to ask for free gifts! hah!
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
CuppieMama
You all should have gotta her email by now, so i can cut the chase/details.
Ting aka CuppieMama asked me to tell the other TWO:
She Missed you all Like Crazy!!!

oki.. i exaggerated but the main point is she missed u all.
Requested for a meet-up when she's back.
She will be back this friday, 5am flight.
Deeply apologetic as she didn't get anything for us since her schedule was very tight.
Jun, At least, she got the Rabbit sweet =)
In the midst of msn-ing Leng now... hmm...seems like we really need a meet-up session.
Hopefully, we can all managed it squeeze out some time longer than the previous gathering.
(Jun commented it was too short for her)
I shall leave it here... discuss more when she's back =)
Tata!
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Slide Show
Been wanting to do that long ago since I thought the strings of photo at the side bar was.. erm.. monotonous?! Also, like that no GILA infatuated Fans of the girls can rip the photos. =) Anyway, it doesn't allow others to scrutinise those red-eyes, double chins, weird smile or pimples.. ahaha..
Feel a sense of achievement!
Heart Slide.com, Youtube, Blogger, etc... allow IT idiots like me to explore our fanciful ideas yet don't have to face the smug look of those IT Geeks. =)
Haha! Love it!
P/s: Since Leng hardly visit this side, I thought I can put hers & Rod's pic here I guess?! Hee =)
I thought the 全家福 at eden garden was not bad?! Hahah!!!
Weekend...
This 2 days has been an overwhelming experience for me. I was technically 'abused' & 'mistreated" by Jamie Lim.
Being a very NICE sister, I took her to Buddy Hoagies cafe at Yishun South CC for a $20/- lunch.
The conversation:
Jamie: Both of you (referring to me & Qi) have public holidays, very good hor!
Me: Excuse me, we only got PH while you got School Holidays. Your pathetic sister, me, has only 7days annual leave.
Jamie: WHat it that?
Me: Working people have 14days a year...
Jamie: (cutting in) One year has 365 days LAH!!!
Qi: Ahahahaha... (Hugging tummy)
Me: *_*''' Diaozzzz.... (wringing the serviette & controlling my displeasure)
Late afternoon that day: I was talking to Qi while amending my blog skin & Jamie was napping.
In the midst of our conversation, Jamie barged in without any signal.
Jamie: 你还没有弄那些菜啊!六点了 !
Me: (stunned momentarily... !@#$%^&* ) 你肚子饿了huh?! 我现在就去煮,ok?!
Jamie: 快点啦...
Me to Qi: KNS...
This morning, I took about 1/2 hr eating my breakfast while reading the newspaper.
Jamie: huh?! 你还没有吃好啊?!
Me: (Roll my eyes)... !@#$%^&*
我好可怜啊!I swear I will never become a housewife. Planning of what to cook, what chores to do on a daily basis is indeed tiring. Even though i understood this idea long ago, i must still say this: 妈妈是伟大的!
As i'm typing this right now, someone is laughing her head off, giggling non-stop from her own jokes! Bleah....
Btw, Saw this from Cruz Teng's site: http://www.thebigview.com/pastlife/
Your past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male (i knew it! that explains for my unfeminine behavior) in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern USA South-East (I was an Ang Moh?!) ( around the year 1075. Your profession was that of a monk (nun), bee-keeper or lone gunman. (See?! Once a Loner, always a Loner, Hah!)
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:Such people are always involved with all new. You have always loved changes, especially in art, music, cooking.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:There is an invisible connection between the material and the spiritual world. Your lesson is to search, find and use this magical bridge.
For entertaining purposes only. I had a good laugh from other's b-day. Enjoy!
Cooking dinner now... =)
Saturday, June 02, 2007
木。木。田。心。人。土。土
Grey was just too... Dull?!
Oh Yeah... the title also... SucesoHermonso was just not Me lah... so difficult to remember also.
Might be changing address too... contemplating only.
This is only half done... got something major coming up soon.. =)
Didn't plan to do this.. I only wanted to send & upload the pics. Then one lead to another... end up spending 4hrs infront of the PC.
Almost forgot to cook dinner lor... (Mum is out of town)
Suppose to read up my biz law leh... Jiat lat.... =p
~Random Thoughts~
What do you do when you are angry?
I'm such a wimp now.
I cry.
Must be those hormones' fault
Friday, June 01, 2007
June
The past 6mths have been insane, especially May. The best part is I don't know what I've been busy with. Diaozzz... Rush here, rush there... dunno for what... Sigh...
Referred to my New Year Resolution... sad to say... I have achieved hardly.
Checklist
- LOVE THYSELF -> I think I had further abused myself with sleep deprivation & eyesight deterioration.
- Improve my fitness level ->Hah.. This is a joke. I failed my promise to Minmin to bring her to the park weekly.
- Look Better -> Sometimes yes, sometimes no. Depends on mood. shrugzzz
- Have more Confidence -> This is getting harder to reach...
- Save more $$$ -> Spent more instead. Sigh...With the 7%GST, no need to save lor.
- Travel via Plane at least once! -> Chance seems minimal, unless the BKK trip with Irene this july works out.
- Appreciate my family more -> Have I? Did I?
- Love my sisters more (No over-indulge though)-> Orh... this must ask them i guess.
- Study Hard! -> Appear to be less hardworkinght this sem cos they is simply too many engagements... I must stop meeting people (of course not the Girls, is those 闲人) just to be nice & sociable. Loner-ism suits me better.
- Put more effort in work! -> Trying lah.. but it's really BORING with the Capital B at times.
- Wear skirts?! (If memory never fail me, I think I managed to wear it once this year! Haha!) -> Why did I come up with so many impossible tasks for my resolution. I must be too free & siao then...
1/2 more year to go... 加油!明天会更好!!!
P/S: Ladies, Send me the photos yah!
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Dedication =)
Especially For Zijun... who was unable to join us that day. Meaningful Lyrics... =)
第一次见面看你不太顺眼谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音 我的有口无心
我离不开 Darling 更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音 我的有口无心
我离不开 Darling 更离不开你
Friday, May 25, 2007
Sad... Boowhooo...
Some knew it before they came to class last night becuase they have the luxury to be at home during the day.
I failed my expectations... sucks.. I see the ABC i sianz...
Worse still, i got this msg early this morning. It was sent last night @ 2250hrs from N.
N: " yo ger, how's ur result? I very disappointed with my accounting lor, got B. "
Me - replied this morning: (Must she do this?!) "I also very very disappointed with my accounts. But all pass lah."
N: So what's ur grade? Me AAB. but both low A
Me: (+_+''' Felt slapped in the face) Acc C, Stats B, OB A. So u must be smiling now lah?
N: Okie lah. I studied very hard for this 3 subjects?
Me: So I shld learn from u how to study hor, instead of u asking me qn in the class everytime hor?! Ha ha ha...
N: okie lah. I think i typco (???) this time. Let's study hard for our next exam!
Me: (yah yah yah... when i have 3 modules she has 2 only) Yah... work hard. I see u next mon.
Working now... have a Great Day ahead..
N: Oki.It's friday & midnight shopping.. hehehe.
Sigh... I feel so sucky since last night & this whole conversation make it worse. I know if I don't flushed it out now, i won't be able to focus at work today. 有点,不是,是很多点 不平衡!Everytime she ask me qn i ans, I talk they don't reply or is everything dunno. Feel so 被耍.
I felt so being taken advantage of, worse then kanna molest by Bangrah in the bus. =p Sianz...
Am i being paranoid becoz it seems so 31/02 times or I must say " Welcome to the Real World". Bleh...
Don't talk also wrong, pple say u dao. Talk also no one listen other than when they need a favour from u. KNS...
Reminds me of my 老姐's p6 classmate, Delphine. 老姐 teach her chinese when she in doubt but 老姐 asked her about maths,, she asked 老姐 don't disturb her. WTF right?!
Thankfully, I got that " Narrate-&-Forget-Everything kind of Goldfish memory".
Those who know me well can see & I admit too, I was being very sarcastic throughout the entire conversation. Dunno is she act blur or is really blur, I'm like 以小人之心度君子之腹. Bleh...
Whatever, Whatever, like i always tell Minmin...
不用考满分, 这样才有进步的空间。有尽力,对得起自己和花的钱就好。。。
Must psycho/brainwash/intoxicate myself... Can start Piang for July exam le. Motivation 来了!!!
For the sake of my SGD21000. Suck that 7%. Lucky got that $600 rebate to cover. Sianz...
Stupid 7% GST, regretted that i never learn driving ealier, complaing abou the fee. Now it's going to be exhorbitant!!!! $200 for the offset like not enough lor... =(
One thing very satisfying is my Sociology got A leh. The annoying, arrogant Ang Moh only got B leh. HAhaha... Shows that my crapping training from those IJ years is still not rusty. Hahah... 宝刀未老 hor... also my sacrasm is back - does it mean i'm recovering my normality? But hor, sian is nobody in the class knows how to appreciate. So boring...
老姐, help me hide my transcript so that I won't think about it anymore. Hahaha...
Felt so much better now... Oki back to work = )
Sidenote: Minmin is so adorable. She saw my transcript & point under the ''attempt'' column.
"Oki what, U all got 1st, 1st, 1st what!" 不知道是该哭还是笑... *o*
P/S: Ting is going SHG today. Hope she manage to get the 白兔糖 for me & jun =)
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Aftermath...
The trip to Batam was erm... tedious & literally 'Back-Breaking". No photos coz my nokia decide to take a holiday too.. whaahaha!!! See if can get the cousins to send me?!
Didn't buy much. I only got a Ralph Polo Tee S$35 reluctantly after Mum's insistence cos is "buy 1 get 1 free" & I have to share with another auntie. Sighhhhhhh...
Dad got: 10 mangoes, 2kg chikus, 1 passionfruit (free gift?!), 6 packs of ikan dunno-what, 3 packs of atap chee, a pair of leather shoes & 2 shirts....
While Dad is happy with all the “土产” mum had to suffer with the “ 吐产”of my very suay 妹妹.
坐船晕船,坐车晕车。。
Puke all over in the car, so smelly until the uncle beside us also puke. Sigh...
I had to piggy-back her all the way home... by the time i reach home, i smell sourish also. Did I mentioned she puke again in the taxi ride home. Heng is Dad's good friend, or else sure kanaa tio kan.
Lucky got Sis at home to clear up the mess & cook us dinner.
I can't remember how I make my way to the toilet, bathe, do the 3 steps (or did i not), then plonked down my bed... tired siah...
Told my mum wait for a few more years before we bring minmin out again... =p
Friday, May 18, 2007
Ramblings in the midst of Hetic
Today we're adding autosaving of draft posts to the Blogger post editor. Now you don't have to feel so bad about browser crashes, random laptop restarts, or that hamster vs. gerbil war going on behind your desk that keeps knocking your power cord out of the socket, because Blogger is automatically saving as you type! It's doing it to me right now. Even if I..."
Blogger has auto-save now leh...
Anyway, i had a very crazy morning. So despite the fact that i still have a pile of reports beside me... I need to cool down a little. Otherwise, sure make mistakes...
Trying to regulate my breathing... while recalling what have i did since this morning.
Something i realise after 1 year into this job... my clients all work 1 day a week!!!
They like to keep u bored from monday-thursday while they happily consolidate their work, lumped them all at once to you on FRIDAY!!!
KNS.
The phone rang incessantly non-stop this morning... request for reports, discrepancies, clarification, the everything-also-ask-me accountant called again. If i know then wont need her liao lor. On top of that, enquires regarding those 4 offices yet to be leased out.
Irritating... i hate the ringing sound of that phone.
For a period of time, my hp didn't stop beeping either. Was trying to coordinate my project presentation later with the teammates via sms, discussing about next wed with the girls on sms & msn, reply irene about GSS, cousin called too.
Endless typing on phone & keyboard... not very fun when your shoulders is aching so badly that numbness starting to spread all the way to the arm while your neck feels that it's gonna break any moment.
Irony: I'm typing now too!!! 真是不知死活!
A mixture of feelings arose from those 'conversation', feeling so imbalance now...
Meiyin emailed everyone from Alaska!!! So good... She went there for exchange, working in Hostel Housekeeping. I don't mind doing such chores if i get to fly out of SG.
Even contemplating squeezing into ting's language to SHG. *Sigh*
Sydney jio me to vietnam this end May. Even though i badly want to get out of SG, somehow circumstances doesn't allow me to.
Irene now temping @ TUAS as receptionist. Power lor... jio me go GSS. I say see how 1st.. not sure still got energy left a not... after next week.
Sadly, Jun can't join us for KBox this wed. But happy for her that she finally got her internship at such right timimg, after her widsom tooth surgery.
Annoyed with my teammates for being so "unautomatic". I do both ppt yet still want me to present the bulk. So sianz... i have to act sick (actually really not feeling too good) to siam.
Oki... got to stop here. Can feel the numbness in my fingers liao...
Going collect letters...
I think i'll drop dead in Batam this Sunday......
过了明天就会更好。。。
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
My Colorgenics
You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.
In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.
We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration.
You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own.
You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd.
Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
14 May
and many more years to come
we have been through 9 years of ups and downs,
that is not something everyone in your life can go through with you.
I am grateful to have known you all
though we are in different phases in our life right now
the bond never seems to break
there were times when it seems shaky
someone somehow would restore it
I still envision us 4 sitting at the mahjong table when we have our grandchildren
and carry on our friendship
-Cheers to more years to come- "

Sunday, May 13, 2007
Name
But i think this one is not that accurate. It has limited vocabulary leh, using the same phrase over & over again. Also, those it mentioned for my parents is also not very correct. Say my mum should be a slim lady, where got?! Hahaa...
I think the other book, , more accurate. Will load that one up when i'm free coz' that one is all in 繁体. Will type until siao i think. I already got a hard time with those below. The 苏 & the 丽, wha lau... look until i blur. ahahah...
Anyway, just for entertainment only. Don't take it too seriously , ok?!
林:(火 -8)一生平凡清雅多才肯作肯劳重义信用,中年劳,晚年吉祥。
思:(金 -9)有才能理智,勤俭励业,家声克振,名利双收,晚年劳神。
佳 :(木 -8)勤俭建业,家声克振温和多才,中年成功,晚年劳神,欠子之字。
林:(火 -8)一生平凡清雅多才肯作肯劳重义信用,中年劳,晚年吉祥。
思:(金 -9)有才能理智,勤俭励业,家声克振,名利双收,晚年劳神。
琪: (木 -12)智勇双全,清雅荣贵,官运旺中年成功隆昌清秀之字。
林:(火 -8)一生平凡清雅多才肯作肯劳重义信用,中年劳,晚年吉祥。
思:(金 -9)有才能理智,勤俭励业,家声克振,名利双收,晚年劳神。
敏:(水 -11)有爱情厄小心,多才温和,清雅荣贵出国之格,劳神之字。
苏 :(金 – 20- 繁体)天生聪明,多才贤能中年劳或奔波晚年吉祥隆昌。
慧:(水 -15)聪明伶俐,清雅温和,中年劳或爱情厄,晚年吉祥。
婷:(火 -12)温和贤淑,口快心直多才清雅,中年隆昌一生安详,福寿之字。
陈:(火- 11- 繁体)口快性刚,清雅多才,中年劳苦,晚年隆昌。
丽:(火-19 –繁体)清秀多才妻贤子贵中年平晚年吉祥,女人小心爱情厄忌车怕水。
玲:(火 -9)清秀巧妙,多才又能,中年成功隆昌但有爱情厄,出国之字。
林:(火 -8)一生平凡清雅多才肯作肯劳重义信用,中年劳,晚年吉祥。
姿:(金 -9)秀气巧妙,贤能晓事,温和伶俐,成功隆昌幸福。
君:(木 -7)有爱情烦恼,一生清雅多才巧智,秀气伶俐中年有灾厄晚年吉庆。
Thursday, May 10, 2007
天啊!
吃不饱 睡不好 好可怜。。。
I’m dozing off just as I’m typing this, struggling to stay awake in office. Look forward to catch some forty winks in the bus journey to Dhoby Gaut later.
Sis said I’m feeling like that coz’ I don’t any idea what I want.
Doing something that I hope will make a significant change to my current status but there’s no guarantee.
Everyone is like that right?! Who really knows what they want.
If so, there won’t be war anymore.
I think I’m a person who needs instant results.
Hence, periodic goals are essential for me to keep motivated at a sufficient level to keep going.
Therefore, my current concern is
Where the bloody hell is the results out? 2 months is a tad bit too long isn’t it?
Sianz… angry le lah....